"It can't be anything good that they intend to do, else they wouldn't
have used such mean little lies to get me out of their way. Of course,
they're laughing at me, the miserable creatures, because they're rid of
me at last. But I'll be the one to laugh next. How stupid of me to allow
myself to be locked in this room and give them a moment to themselves,
instead of sticking to them like a burr and watching their every move. I
know the grown-ups are always incautious, and _they_ will be giving
themselves away, too. Grown-ups think we're still babies and always go
to sleep at night. They forget we can pretend to be asleep and can go on
listening, and we can make out we're stupid when we're really very
bright."
Edgar smiled to himself sarcastically when at this point his thoughts
reverted to the birth of a baby cousin. The family in his presence had
pretended to be surprised, and he had known very well they were not
surprised, because for weeks he had heard them, at night when they
thought he was asleep, discussing the coming event. And he resolved to
fool his mother and the baron in the same way.
"Oh, if only I could peep through the key-hole and watch them while they
fancy they're alone and safe. Perhaps it would be a good idea to ring,
and the boy would come and open the door and ask what I want. Or I could
make a terrible noise smashing things, and then they'd unlock the door
and I'd slip out."
On second thought he decided against either plan, as incompatible with
his pride. No one should see how contemptibly he had been treated, and
he would wait till the next day.
From beneath his window came a woman's laugh. Edgar started. Perhaps it
was his mother laughing. She had good cause to laugh and make fun of the
helpless little boy who was locked up when he was a nuisance and thrown
into a corner like a bundle of rags. He leaned, circumspectly out of the
window and looked. No, it wasn't his mother, but one of a group of gay
girls teasing a boy.
In looking out Edgar observed that his window was not very high above
the ground, and instantly it occurred to him to jump down and go spy on
his mother and the baron. He was all fire with the joy of his resolve,
feeling that now he had the great secret in his grasp. There was no
danger in it. No people were passing by--and with that he had jumped
out. Nothing but the light crunch of the gravel under his feet to betray
his action.
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