Edgar, eager to be alone, slipped past the few people who were sitting
in the light of the lamps, talking or reading. But even in the deep
shadows of the unilluminated pathways it was not quiet. There were low
whisperings that seemed to shun the light, sounds mingled with the
rustling of the leaves, the scraping of feet, subdued voices, all
mingled with a certain voluptuous, sighing, groaning sound that seemed
to emanate from people and animals and nature, all in a disturbed sleep.
It was a restlessness that had something foreboding in it, something
sneaking, hidden, puzzling, a sort of subterranean stirring in the wood
that was connected perhaps with nothing but the spring, yet had a
peculiarly alarming effect upon the child.
He cowered into a diminutive heap on a bench and tried to think of what
he was to say at home. But his thoughts slipped away from him as on a
slippery surface before he could grasp his own ideas, and in spite of
himself he had to keep listening and listening to the muffled tones,
the mystical voices of the darkness. How terrible the darkness was, how
bewildering and yet how mysteriously beautiful!
Were they animals, or people, or was it merely the ghostly hand of the
wind that wove together all this rustling and crackling and whirring? He
listened. It was the wind gently moving the tree tops. No, it wasn't, it
was people--now he could see distinctly--couples arm in arm, who came up
from the lighted city to enliven the darkness with their perplexing
presence. What were they after? He could not make out. They were not
talking to each other, because he heard no voices. All he could catch
was the sound of their tread on the gravel and here and there the sight
of their figures moving like shadows past some clear space between the
trees, always with their arms round each other, like his mother and the
baron in the moonlight.
So the great, dazzling, portentous secret was here, too.
Steps approached. A subdued laugh. Edgar, for fear of being discovered,
drew deeper into the dark. But the couple now groping their way in the
deep gloom had no eyes for him. They passed him by, closely locked, and
they stopped only a few feet beyond his bench. They pressed their faces
together. Edgar could not see clearly, but he heard a soft groan from
the woman, and the man stammering mad, ardent words. A sort of sultry
presentiment touched Edgar's alarm with a shudder that was sensual and
pleasant.
The couple stayed thus a minute or so, and then the gravel crunched
under their tread again, and the sound of their footsteps died away in
the darkness.
A tremor went through Edgar. His blood whirled hot through his veins,
and all of a sudden he felt unbearably alone in this bewildering
darkness, and the need came upon him with elemental force for the sound
of a friend's voice, an embrace, a bright room, people he loved. The
whole perplexing darkness this night seemed to be inside his breast
rending it.
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