Americans -- Italy -- Fiction; Rome (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
As a mere girl, if I may presume to reconstruct the growth of her
personality, she sensed the fact that there was in her something that a
little prevented, her making friends, namely; intelligence. The few
intelligent people who truly wish to be liked soon learn, among the
disappointments of the heart, to conceal their brilliance. They
gradually convert their keen perceptions into more practical
channels,--into a whole technique of implied flattery of others, into
felicities of speech, into the euphemisms of demonstrative affection,
into softening for others the crude lines of their dullness. All the
Princess's perfection was an almost unconscious attempt at making
friends of those who would first be her admirers, yet realizing that if
she were too artistic they would be dazzled but repelled, and that if
she were less than perfect they would dismiss her as a trivial bright
hysteric. For many years she had practiced this babbling speech on her
friends, unconsciously noting on their faces which tones of the voice,
which appropriate fleck of the hands, which delayed adjectives were more
and which less successful. In other words she had achieved mastery of a
fine art, the all but forgotten art of conversation, under the impetus
of love. Like some panic-stricken white mouse in the trap of a
psychologist's experiment she had been seeking her ends by the primitive
rules of trial and error, only to learn that at the last one is too
bruised by the mistakes to enjoy the successes. The exquisite and
fragile mechanism of her temperament had not been able to stand the
strain laid upon it, the double exhaustion of inspiration and woe; and
the lovely being was already slightly mad. She grew daily more
light-headed and could be caught from time to time in moods that were
variously foolish and pathetic. But her deepest wound was still to come.
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