Americans -- Italy -- Fiction; Rome (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
My head is in a whirl. But I know now what you mean me to answer. We may
not ask for things, or people, or relief from sickness, but we may ask
for spiritual qualities; for instance for the advancement of the
Church...?
Vanity! Vanity! How many years have we been praying for a certain good
thing? What have statistics shown us?--I refer to the conversion of
France.
With a cry Astrée-Luce rose and left the room. I took upon myself to
protest to him.
She is foolish, Samuelino. You cannot call those convictions deep that
were overturned with straws. No, trust me. This is for her good. I have
been a confessor too long to go astray here. She has the spiritual
notions of a school-girl. She must be fed on some harsher bread.
Understand that she has never suffered. She is good. She is devout. But
as I told you the other day, just by accident she has never known
trouble.
Just the same, Eminence, I know her well enough to know that this very
moment she is in her chapel, clinging to the altar-rails. She will be
depressed for weeks.
But just at that moment Astrée-Luce returned. Her manner was agitated
and artificially gracious. Will you excuse me if I go to bed now? she
asked. (She never called him Father again.) Please stay and talk with
Samuele.
No, no. I must be going. But before I go let me tell you one thing. The
real truths are difficult. At first they are forbidding. But they are
worth all the others.
I shall be thinking over what we have said.--I ... I ... Excuse me, if I
ask you something?
Yes, my child, what is it?
Promise me you weren't joking.
I wasn't joking at all.
Did I really hear you say that the prayers of good men are of no...?
However. Goodnight. You will forgive my slipping away now?
So they took their leaves.
I went to bed worried. I was worrying about Astrée-Luce. Was she going
to lose her faith? What do bystanders do in such a case? The loss of
one's faith is always comic to outsiders, especially when the loser is
in fine health, wealth, and a fairly sound mind. The loss of any one or
all of these has a sort of grandeur; Astrée-Luce should have the loss
of her faith depend on one of the others. It's not a thing one loses in
fine weather.
I was wakened from a troubled sleep by a discreet but continuous
knocking upon my door. It was Alviero, the majordomo.
Madame says will you please dress and come to her in the library,
please.
What's the matter, Alviero?
I do not know, Signorino. Madame have not sleeped all night. She have
been in the church hitting the floor.
All right, Alviero, I'll be there in a minute. What time is it?
Three o'clock and one-half, Signorino.
I dressed rapidly and hurried to the library. Astrée-Luce was still in
her gown. Her face was white and drawn; her hair was disheveled. She
came toward me with both hands extended: You will forgive my sending for
you, won't you? I want you to help me. Tell me: were you made unhappy by
the strange things Cardinal Vaini said after dinner?
Yes.
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