Catholics -- United States -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Oh, no! Are you? It’s worse than I thought,” cried Jeanette aghast.
“What a pity, what a shame! And all for me, to save me from being a
wretched wife! How could you be so kind to me? Indeed, indeed you must
let us do something about it!”
“Dear girl,” said Cis, leaning forward, taking one of Jeanette’s
burning hands in her firm, cool, shapely ones, “you mustn’t take that
hard. I’m a restless fish; I’ve been wanting a change. I could find a
job here, but I’ve been wanting to go away. I’m taking the chance the
company’s given me to pull up stakes; that’s all. I’m going Monday, to
Beaconhite, just for sport, so don’t you worry over it, you dear!”
“Beaconhite? Oh, father could help you there! His brother is the
president of the biggest bank in the city, and if you had a letter to
him he’d give you something splendid, I know he would! Will you let
father give you a letter to Uncle Wilmer? Please, please say yes!”
Jeanette pleaded with hands and eyes, leaning forward eagerly.
“Sure I’ll say yes!” laughed Cis. “And then I’ll say thank you! It’ll
be great not to be without a plank on a new ocean. But all I ask is
that you and your father will quit feeling that you owe me anything.
I knew the company would drop me, but that’s nothing! I tell you I’ve
been fidgeting lately. Anyway, what’s that beside marrying the wrong
sort? I’ve been fond of you this good while, Miss Jeanette Lucas; I’ve
taken comfort in making believe I knew you, and that we were friends.
Funny, maybe, but all girls have sort of far-off crushes, I guess!
Then, when I’d a chance to be a friend to you in good earnest, you’d
better believe I liked it! So that’s all there is to that, my dear!”
Jeanette looked at Cis hard and long, then she leaned over to her and
kissed her. “Strange,” she said slowly. “You have come into my life
deeply with one stride. No other girl is bound up into my life as you
are. As long as I live I shall remember you, the girl who saved me. I
shall keep your face, your wonderful red hair, in my mind when I am old
and feeble--if I live to be so! It doesn’t seem as though I could go on
living, but I know people can’t die because they no longer really live.
We are friends, dear, and your sweet, queer dream of me came true.”
“I’m so sorry about you, I ache,” said Cis simply. “What are you going
to do, what will become of you? Don’t talk of dying!”
“Father is going to take me to Europe for six months. That’s all I know
of a future,” said Jeanette. “I’m stunned; it doesn’t seem true most
of the time. Then it is the only truth in all the world, and I reel
under the feeling that all else, all I trusted and believed, is false.
I never knew wicked people, and if the one who seemed noblest, best,
is treacherous, wicked, how do I know, how do I know? I’m not easy to
transplant, Cicely; my roots won’t take hold again. But your clear,
changing, warm, pitying face looks true. My father and my mother are
good, good and dear! I must find my way. Don’t you think I shall?”
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