"No. Your father said that we would stick to it to the end; and as soon
as he was able to teach we opened the school again, but in less than a
week the schoolhouse was burned down. We rented another after some
trouble, but that was burned promptly also. Then it became impossible
to get one.
"We decided it would be best for us to go away to some place where the
people were not prejudiced against us. We moved more than a dozen
times, but were never able to stay longer than a few months at most, and
often had to pack up almost before we finished unpacking. Finally we
lost all hope of being able to teach the negroes in the South, and
decided to go home. Your father did go so far as to suggest that if I
would go back North and leave him down there alone the people might not
molest him. He certainly did have his heart in the work. As I did not
like the idea, however, he dropped it."
"And that’s when father got the professorship at Oberlin?"
"Yes; and kept it till his death."
"I can hardly recollect father at all," said the son, "though it seems
sometimes I remember how he looked. I wish I could have been older
before he died."
"Well, you were not two years old at your father’s death, Hayward, and
really saw very little of him. He never seemed to care for children.
Your two sisters that died before you were born—it seemed that sometimes
a week would pass without his being conscious that they were in the
house. He was so absorbed in his work that he didn’t have time for
anything else. His hard work and disappointment over the failure that
he had made down South was what killed him, I have always thought.
Though he lingered for many years, he was so broken-spirited after we
went to Ohio that his health gave way, and he was not more than a shadow
when he died. I am not sorry that you do not remember how he looked at
the last.
"But, honey," the mother continued after some moments of silence, "you
ought to be proud of your father. I wish you could have heard the
funeral sermon Doctor Johnson preached. He did not say anything about
your father’s being in the war of the rebellion, but he told about his
trials and struggles to teach the negroes in the South, and said that in
that work John Graham was as much a soldier and was as brave and
faithful as any man who ever fought for the flag. If these folks here
could have heard that sermon they never would have voted to keep you
from joining the regiment."
"Oh, it’s not because of what my father did or did not do," said Graham
impatiently; "nor is it because of what I’ve done or left undone, nor of
what they think I would do or would not do if they kindly permitted me
to enlist. No, no. It’s because I’m part negro—though I’m quite as
white as a number I saw there to-night. Now, mother, exactly how much
negro am I? You’ve told me your father was a white man; but who was
your mother, and what do you know about her?"
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