Thanks to Hayward’s three years in the army he held it not a violation
of their friendship that Hal had never given him the slightest word or
nod of recognition, though the footman knew his livery had not concealed
his identity. However, they met one evening when Hayward was off duty
and in citizen’s dress. They were on the street, unattended, with no
other person in a block of them.
"Hello, Hal!" Hayward cried with the old-time ring in his voice, meeting
Lodge squarely in front and holding out his hand.
Lodge stopped and looked at him.
"It’s Graham. Cut the stare, old chap. I’d have sworn you knew me all
these weeks, but now I see you didn’t. Have I changed so much?"
"Oh, I knew you," said Lodge impassively—and turned and left him.
Hayward stared after him in speechless amazement that fast passed into
speechless wrath. A hot wave of blood dashed a tingle of fire against
every inch of his cuticle.... In such moments men have done murder....
He stood perfectly still till the February breeze had cooled him off....
He was again at his normal temperature, but the brief conflagration had
brought calamity—tragedy: it had burned out a part of his life. In the
inventory of loss were comradeship and loyalty and faith and affection
and friendliness and inspirations and memories—burned to ashes, or
charred and blackened and wrecked. Tragedy? The elemental tragedy of
all the eternities is in the death of a friendship.... Despite the
praises he had sung, Hayward might have told Helen about it—if the iron
had not gone so deep into his soul. Men will parade their lighter hurts
and gabble of them for pastime or to entertain their neighbours, but
death-wounds bring the silence with them.
* * * * *
Helen’s letters babbled on with occasional references to Mr. Lodge, in
whom from time to time she saw exemplified one and another of the graces
which Hayward had described and which she in turn recounted to him, as
she thought, for his delectation. After some months of this it is not to
be doubted or wondered at that Hayward took time to despise Lodge very
thoroughly and sincerely.
From the moment of his rebuff the footman felt that he was not in a
position to show his resentment. He wrote to Helen that his friend did
not know him and asked her to make no mention of him to Lodge even in
the most casual, inferential or roundabout fashion. No need to warn
Helen: she had been frightened out of her wits by an incident occurring
early after their coming from Hill-Top, and the footman’s name was never
on her tongue save in connection with his duties as a servant.
* * * * *
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