"I refer you to yesterday’s papers," it said icily, "for my answer to
your ravings about that absurd newspaper story. Your jealousy is
insulting, and your aspersions of Mr. Lodge are inexplicable. He is
everything that is honourable, and it is only your frenzied attack upon
him that is ’unutterably unworthy.’ I sincerely regret that I was so
foolish as to marry you when I did. You are unreasonably exacting and I
will not be bound by it. You have no right to make demands of me."
Hayward had the sensation of being struck in the face. If he had been
disturbed with vague doubts theretofore, he was now harassed by very
certain and lively fear. The "yesterday’s papers" to which Helen
referred him had had a very explicit denial of the engagement, and
Helen’s sharp reply admitted her marriage to him; but the last
declarations of her letter were ambiguous and defiant, and his heart
sank when he remembered that marriages were often annulled, and that,
even though the courts might not give freedom, there was no way to
compel a wife to live with her husband.
Every manner of possibility and expedient whirled round and round in his
brain until his thoughts were an almost insane jumble of fear,
indecision and wrath. Finally out of the travail of his hopelessness and
confusion of ideas there rose his fighting spirit and was born the
mighty oath he swore, that she was his, he must have her, and in spite
of the world, flesh and the devil, by God, he would have her!
One never-to-be-forgotten night was the first he spent after receiving
Helen’s letter: a nightmare from his lying down until the dawn. A
tumult of shifting phantasms, disordered, chaotic, terrible, assailed
him with incessant horrors the night long, while through it all there
ran as a continuing and connecting tragedy his struggle to possess
himself of Helen. In his wild dreams she was sometimes his and again
escaping him; but always when he held her it was by right of might. A
time he was clasping her close and warm in his arms, but fainting and
unconscious, as he ran with her down Pennsylvania Avenue, Lodge,
Rutledge, Phillips and an angry horde in hot pursuit. Again, he was
dragging her through a never-ending swamp, limp and lifeless, one side
of her face a-drip with blood. With a blood-stained axe he was fighting
a furious, breath-spent way through vines and tangled undergrowth, the
while there sounded in his ears the lone-drawn baying of hounds upon his
track.
From that bed of horrors he sprang with relief before the first light in
the east. He was glad just to be awake and he felt as if he wished
never to close his eyes again.
*CHAPTER XXVIII*
"You will have Shortman and the landau at the door at ten o’clock," said
Mrs. Phillips to Hayward when he appeared for duty that morning.
Shortman was the coachman.
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