For a great part of five hours on the train returning to Washington he
sat beside her and steadily forgot everything that had come to pass
since the days when he first knew and loved this adorable girl. His
resentment and his resolutions were toppling and falling, despite his
efforts at reserve in his few scattering lucid intervals of
"self-respect."
Elise, outrageously well-informed of the reasons and resources and
weaknesses of his resistance, almost laughed outright at the ease with
which she scattered his forces and at his spasmodic attempts to regather
them. She recalled the rigour of her treatment of him, the contempt she
had had for the quality of his love, the apparent heartless lack of
appreciation of his championship of her name in the Smith affair: and
she was of a mind to make amends. In making amends she tore Rutledge’s
resentment and "self-respect" to tatters, and set his love a-fire. She
really did not intend to overdo it. She sincerely wished only to make
amends.
At last he turned to her with a look which scared her. She saw that the
last shred of his "self-respect" was gone, and that only the crowded car
prevented a precipitate, outspoken surrender. She felt very generous
toward that "self-respect" now that it was defeated. She did not care
to humiliate it. She was also in a temper to be mischievous and a mite
reckless. And, further, she was not ready to have Rutledge putting any
questions. As the train was rolling under the shed at Washington she
said to him in the very friendliest and most serious way:
"Mr. Rutledge, it seems that you are under the delusion that once upon a
time you asked me a question which has never been answered. In order
that I may not appear rude or unappreciative I will say that my answer
to that question would have been ’no.’"
And she left him to think over that.
*CHAPTER XXX*
On the day that Congress convened after the Christmas holidays President
Phillips sent to the Senate, among other nominations, that of John H.
Graham to be a second lieutenant of cavalry.
Hayward had been for a long time unhappy, depressed, apprehensive of
failure. That his name had not been among those submitted at the
beginning of the session in December had almost assured his defeat.
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