All his attempts at communication with Helen since the night of the
storm had been met with an accusing silence. Her pale face, which had
not regained its colour for weeks, was always averted, and by no trick
or chance, by no wild torrent of self-denunciation, nor heart-moving
prayer for pardon, nor protestations of love, nor dumb humility of
sorrow in his eyes or attitude, could she be brought to look upon him.
Neither had she written a line in answer to all his letters of pleading
and repentance. True, he had his fiery moments of self-assertion and
desperate resolves, and they had fought self-revilings for possession of
his soul in many an hour since that wild night, but he crushed them
under heel within his heart, and ever wrote contritely to his wife.
For several days after his nomination went to the Senate he waited in
hope to receive Helen’s congratulations. It had meant so much to them.
With a last remnant of hope he wrote to her of it. If that would not
break the silence he was undone. At the end of the letter he added in
most abject contrition:
"I would joyfully die to atone. My life awaits your command."
The silence was not broken.
* * * * *
Miss Lily Porter’s eyes had not fallen on Hayward since his return from
Hill-Top. When she saw in the papers that his nomination was before the
Senate she hesitated not to write to him to come to see her. On his
first night off, Hayward went.
If ever a man was pursued by a woman the White House footman was that
man. He saw the game ahead of him before he had been five minutes
within the door. A proposal was expected of him. Clearly, it was
expected that evening. Hayward was in a frame of mind to welcome the
diversion. He had no idea of making the proposal, of course, but he was
careless enough of what should happen to him to be quite willing to give
Miss Porter the worth of her trouble in the way of mild excitement.
Lily opened up the subject with her congratulations: and the game was
on. Up and down, back and forth, round and round the field of
conversation she chased the quick-tongued, nimble-witted young fellow in
her effort to coax, persuade, lead, drive, push him into the net. The
young man was entertaining, but elusive. He was gallant, admiring,
soft-spoken, confiding—but there was no way of bringing him to book.
The girl took another tack. She went to the piano and sang for him.
She sang for him at first, many of the ballads and one thing and another
that he formerly had delighted in. Then she sang to him. Hayward leaned
against the piano and listened with a very lively appreciation. Music
had a power for him where many other things would fail, and the music in
Lily Porter’s throat was enough to enthrall even though he were deaf to
the song in her heart.
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