When she had well begun to sing Rutledge recalled having heard that song
a long time before. It had not impressed him.
Elise sang simply. The fullness of her low voice and the clearness of
her words, together with the unaffected "heart" in her singing, left her
nothing to be desired as a singer of ballads. As Evans listened to the
song of sentiment of Mrs. Hazard’s choosing he reformed his opinion of
it. Always hitherto he had deemed sentiment an effervescence—refreshing
at times as apollinaris, but none the less an effervescence—and the
words of _My Rosary_ a fair type of it:
"The hours I spent with thee, dear Heart,
Are as a string of pearls to me.
I count them over, every one apart,
My rosary, my rosary.
"Each hour a pearl, each pearl a prayer
To still a heart in absence wrung—
I tell each bead unto the end
And there a cross is hung.
"Oh memories that bless and burn,
Oh barren gain, and bitter loss.
I kiss each bead, and strive at last to learn
To kiss the cross, Sweetheart,
To kiss the cross."
But with Elise sitting there before him, a vision of loveliness and
grace entirely, appealingly feminine, "the lady" all gone, and the
girl—the woman—unaffected, natural, singing of love with such an air of
truth and faith: sentiment became a very real thing to Rutledge....
When she finished he was silent. To comment would have been to comment
on Elise, and for her every drop of his blood was singing, "I love you,
I love you." He felt that if he spoke to her he must crush her in his
arms and tell her so.
"That is a song according to my notion," said Lola. "No _mésalliance_ of
sentiment and melody there, such as you often see. The words and the
music made a love-match—they were born for each other. Who wrote it,
Elise?"
"I forget—if I ever knew," said Elise.
"Woman, of course," Lola continued; and Rutledge interpolated "Why?"
"Because a woman always mixes her religion with her love—if she has any
religion. A man may have one or the other, or both, but he never
confuses them."
"Pardon me for taking issue with you, Mrs. Hazard; but with many a man
his love for a woman is his only religion."
"Which means, Mr. Rutledge, that he has love—not religion."
As Rutledge turned to Mrs. Hazard Elise had the first opportunity to
look at him unobserved. She saw that his face had less colour than
usual, that his manner seemed to lack its accustomed spontaneity, that
there was a tired look about his eyes—which provoked in her heart a
fleeting maternal impulse to lay her hand upon them. She watched him
furtively and became convinced that he was in some measure distressed.
At first it rather amused her and flattered her vanity to think that he
was approaching her with a becoming self-distrust. As she studied him
longer, however, she began to doubt the reason for his constraint.
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