It is not within the province of this chronicle to recall the
sensational excitement that swept the nation in those days further than
as it affected the persons mentioned in this narrative. The details of
that sensation, the screams, the howls, the jeers, the predictions, the
warnings, the laments, the philosophizings, a newspaper-reading people
but too well remember. They have no proper place of rehearsal in this
history; and if they had, a comprehensive statement which would present
the matter fairly to those who come after would be too voluminous for
the plan upon which this book is projected.
In that time of tumult and of trial Mr. Phillips stood indeed alone. If
he had braced himself firmly in his determination to save Helen’s
happiness at all cost, it was well: for his trial was to the uttermost.
Although it would have crushed any other than his adamantine will, the
storm-beaten father withstood, as one accustomed to do battle, the
pressure from without: but the rebellion of his own soul was an
unrelieved tragedy that shook him day and night with its terror. If his
love for Helen had not approached the infinite, surely in the shrieking
revulsion of his spirit he would have cast her off. There was a demand
from loud-mouthed people the nation over that he should disown her and
drive her into the outer darkness. Some relief there was in that
demand, for it only stirred the combative in his nature. The yells and
hoots aroused his fighting blood. But the silence, the unspeaking
horror—as if in the presence of death—in which sober-minded friend and
foe stood aghast and looked upon Helen’s plight, made his courage faint
and tremulous. It was so awfully akin to the sickening horror and
silence in his own heart.
He was indeed alone; and in that loneliness it was given to him to teach
to himself the far bounds of a father’s love. If he only could have
fought something!—or somebody! If he only openly could have snapped his
fingers in the face of public opinion, in the teeth of his own mutinous
soul—openly—and told them he cared more for Helen’s untroubled laugh
than for them all, and be damned to ’em! If he only could have died!
But no: he must stand and be still to the most thankless task that ever
called for a hidden loyalty. Helen must not know of the travail of his
love, lest that defeat love’s purpose. It was too late, too late, for
knowledge to do other than tear her heart-strings out, blight her young
soul, and write _Remorse_ eternally upon her life. She must _never_
know how much he loved her!
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