"Oh, no—no—child. You haven’t hurt me, my chance of renomination, in
the least. The idea is ridiculous. Haven’t you learned by this time
that the papers will say anything? They must say something, you know;
and when they haven’t anything sensible to say they are compelled to say
things that are absurd. Suppose the Southern delegates are uncertain.
They always have been, except when the machine had them tied hard and
fast. Don’t distress your heart about political rumours, little girl.
I’ll win all right. I’ve never failed in my life."
"Oh, I’m so glad if it is false, daddy. It would break my heart if I
thought I had done anything to defeat you. I wish there were no
Southern delegates—and no Southern people, with their bigoted notions!"
"You are forgetting, little woman, that your grandmother was a South
Carolinian—and the dearest, gentlest soul! If she could have lived to
know you she would have loved you more than any other girl in all the
world, I think. And you would have loved her, Helen.... Don’t quarrel
with the Southern people. Their ideas about the—about the negro are in
the blood, and cannot be eradicated in two or three generations."
Helen began to speak and turned her face casually toward the baby lying
tucked in on the far side of the bed—when her father snatched the
conversation suddenly from her and, taking it thoroughly in hand, gave
her little time except to listen.
The blow had fallen! And with all his preparation he was unprepared!
Helen was confused and bewildered by the incoherency of his talk, by his
hurried, disjointed speeches, by his half-made questions. He was making
a blind effort to put off and push back the inevitable. His eyes had
grown accustomed to the subdued light of the room and as his vision
became clear his heart almost ceased to beat. The baby! In that half
light was revealed the darkness of the little fellow’s face!—many, many
shades darker than the face of Hayward Graham: and the spectral fear
that had been with Mr. Phillips at noonday, at morning, at evening, at
all the midnights through the last months, was now a real, weakening,
flesh-and-blood terror.
With a hope that was faltering indeed had he prayed for the miracle that
might deliver Helen entirely from the consequences of her thoughtless
folly, but with all his faith had he besought a merciful Heaven that the
child which would come to her should not fall below a fair average of
its parental graces. Even that were a torture, that were horrible
enough: that Helen’s gentle blood should be _evenly_ mixed and tainted
with a baser sort. But this recession below the father’s type!—this
resurgence of the negro blood, with its "vile unknown ancestral
impulses!"—there came to him an almost overpowering desire, such as had
come of late with increasing frequency but never with such physical
weakness as now: the desire to lie down at full length and to rest.
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