As he talked volubly and scatteringly to Helen, his shaking soul cried
against fate. Why should Nature have chosen his Helen, the very flower
of his heart, as a subject upon which to demonstrate her eccentric laws!
Why, oh—but he must keep his tongue going to distract Helen from his
distress—why, oh, why should atavism have thought to play its tricks and
assert its prerogative here! Were there not enough other mongrel
children in all the earth through whom heredity could establish her
heartless caprices without the sacrifice of Helen and of Helen’s baby!
Oh, the sarcasm of pitiless Chance, that the most dear, the _very_
highest, should be sacrificed to establish the law of the Persistence of
the Lowest in the blood of men! Surely, in _this_ lesson, that law had
been taught at an awful cost: and, as if to show that it had been taught
beyond cavil, there was poked out from under the white coverlet a
tight-shut baby fist that was almost black.
* * * * *
All things human must have an end,—and Mr. Phillips’ subterfuge was very
human. His expedients finally failed, he had not a word more to say:
and yet he was no nearer being prepared for the inevitable than before.
The supreme test was come, and his spirit cowered before it. For the
first time in his life he greeted flight as a deliverer, and decided to
run away from danger.
"Well, little woman, I must go and rid myself of the dust of travel;"
and he was half way to the door when Helen’s weak voice arrested him.
"Are you not going to notice the baby, daddy?"
The pathos in that trembling question would have called him to go
against all the Furies. Turning, he hesitated an instant, of which the
double would have been fatal: but he saved the moment from disaster.
"Dear me, I was about forgetting the youngster."
He walked quickly around the bed and sat down beside the boy. Pulling
the covering a little away, he took the tiny hand in his, and
grandfather and grandson looked for the first time each into the face of
the other.
It was a negro baby: the colour that was of Ethiopia, the unmistakable
nose, the hair that curled so tightly, the lips that were African, the
large whites of the eyes. Verily a negro baby: and yet in an
indefinable way a likeness to Helen, a caricature of Helen, a horrible
travesty of Helen’s features in combination with—with whose? Not
Hayward Graham’s. But whose, then? Helen’s and whose? ... Mr. Phillips
could not answer his own question—he had never seen Guinea Gumbo.
In a moment the smaller hand closed over the man’s finger as if in
approval; but the man straightened up as if to get a freer breath, and
glanced involuntarily at the pale mother. Her eyes were painfully
intent upon him. Driving himself, he turned. Murmuring a nursery
commonplace, he leaned over and kissed the little darkey as tenderly as
he might.
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