Elise Phillips, with all her democratic training, with her admirable
good common sense, with her adorable kindliness of heart and
friendliness of spirit for every man and woman of high or low degree,
with her sincere admiration for true manliness and pure womanliness
unadorned by any tinsel of arbitrary rank, with all her contempt for the
shams and pretences of decayed nobilities parading dishonoured titles,
was yet too much a woman and too full of the romantic optimism of life’s
spring-time not to dream of princely youths wearing the white flower of
blameless lives who would come in long procession to attend her
temporary court.
And in that procession as it even now passed before her imagination, she
kept watch for _him_,—the ideal of her maiden soul, the master of her
virgin heart;—_him_, with the blue eyes and flaxen hair and the
commanding figure that looked down upon all other men;—_him_, with the
look and gesture of power that men obeyed and women adored, and that
became tender and adoring only for her;—_him_, with a rank that made him
to stand before kings with confidence, and a clean life that might stand
before her white soul and feel no shame;—_him_, with a strength and
courage that failed not nor faltered along the rocky paths by which the
laurel and Victoria Crosses grow, and that yet would falter and tremble
with love in her presence. Oh, the wonderful dreams of Youth! How real
they are, and how powerful in changing the issues of life and of death.
Had Rutledge taken counsel of his mother or heeded her disapprobation of
Miss Elise Phillips, he would have saved himself at least from the pain
of a flouted love; and if he could have made his heart obey his mother’s
wish he would have avoided the stress of many heartaches and jealousies,
and of slow-dying hope.
Mrs. Rutledge had her young womanhood in the heart-burning days of the
Great War, and the partisan impress then seared into her young soul was
ineradicable. She had a youth that knew fully the passions and the
sorrows of that awful four years of blood and strife: for every man of
her house, father and five brothers, had she seen dead and cold in their
uniforms of gray; and her antipathy for "those people" who had sent
anguish and never-ending desolation into her life might lie dormant if
memory was unprovoked, but it could never change nor lose its sharp
vehemence.
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