That decided him. Not that he seriously thought himself the kind of
person to use a revolver with resolution or effect; but it made him
feel doughty and even truculent to find the means of heroic defence all
ready to his hand. He began to plume himself on his providential
purchase. He would sell his young life dearly if he fell among London
thieves; in his death he would not be unhonoured at school or at home.
Obituary phrases of a laudatory type sprang like tears to a mind still
healthy enough to dash them away again, as though they had been real
tears; but it was with all the nervous exaltation of the unsuspected
desperado that he inquired his way of a colossal constable at the
corner of Pall Mall and the Haymarket.
The man wanted to know if he meant Hyde Park Corner. “Yes,” said
Pocket, hastily, because his heart was in his mouth and the policeman
looked as though he had seen it there. And he overshot the mark in the
motor omnibus through being ashamed to ask again, only alighting at
Albert Gate; but here there was quite a little stream of decent people
to follow without further tremors into the indubitable Park.
He followed them across the drive and across Rotten Row, gaining
confidence as he went. In a minute it was all delightful; his eyes were
turned outward by all there was to see; and now his chief fear was lest
some one or other of the several passers should stand in his path and
ask what he was doing there. He was still afraid of speaking or being
spoken to, but no longer unreasonably so. Detection as an escaped
schoolboy was his one great dread; he felt he was doing something for
which he might be expelled.
But nobody took any notice of him; this gradually encouraged him to
take more notice of other people, when he found, not altogether to his
surprise, that the majority of those passing through the Park at that
late hour were hardly of his own class. So much the more infinitesimal
were the chances of his being recognised or even suspected for what he
was. There were young men in straw hats, there were red-coated
soldiers, and there were girls. They all filled the schoolboy with
their fascinating possibilities. They were Life. The boy’s heart beat
at what he heard and saw. The couples were hilarious and unrefined. One
wench, almost under his nose, gave her soldier a slap with such a
remark as Pocket had never heard from a woman’s lips before. He turned
away, tingling, and leant upon the parapet of a bridge he had been in
the act of crossing, and thought of school and home and Mr. Coverley.
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