Her words were swept away in a torrent of tears, and it was with dim
eyes but a palpitating heart that Pocket looked upon the forlorn drab
figure of the slip of a girl; for as yet, despite her pretext to Mr.
Upton, she had taken no thought for her mourning, that unfailing
distraction to the normally bereaved, but had put on anything she could
find of a neutral tint; and yet it was just her dear disdain of
appearance, the intimate tears gathering in her great eyes, unchecked,
and streaming down the fresh young face, the very shabbiness of her
coat and skirt, that made her what she was in his sight. Outside, the
rain had stopped, and Trafalgar Square was drying in the sun, that
streamed in through the open window of the hotel sitting-room, and
poured its warm blessing on the two young heads bent as one over the
dreadful document.
This was the part they read together, now in silence, now one and now
the other whispering a few sentences aloud:—.
“What I have called my life’s ambition demands but little explanation
here. I have never made any secret of it, but, on the contrary, I have
given full and frank expression to my theories in places where they are
still accessible to the curious. I refer to my signed articles on
spirit photography in _Light Human Nature_, _The Occult Review_ and
other periodicals, but particularly to the paper entitled ‘The Flight
of the Soul,’ in _The Nineteenth Century and After_ for January of last
year. The latter article contains my last published word on the matter
which has so long engrossed my mind. It took me some months to prepare
and to write, and its reception did much to drive me to the extreme
measures I have since employed. Treated to a modicum of serious
criticism by the scientific press, but more generally received with
ignorant and intolerant derision, which is the Englishman’s attitude
towards whatsoever is without his own contracted ken, my article, the
work of months, was dismissed and forgotten in a few days. I had
essayed the stupendous feat of awaking the British nation to a new
idea, and the British nation had responded with a characteristic snore
of unfathomable indifference. My name has not appeared in its vermin
press from that day to this; it was not mentioned in the paragraph
about the psychic photographer which went the rounds about a year ago.
Yet I was that photographer. I am the serious and accredited inquirer
to whom the London hospitals refused admittance to their pauper
deathbeds, thronged though those notoriously are by the raw material of
the British medical profession. Begin at the bottom of the British
medical ladder, and you are afforded the earliest and most frequent
opportunities of studying (if not accelerating) the phenomena of human
dissolution; but against the foreign scientist the door is closed,
without reference either to the quality of his credentials or the
purity of his aims. I can conceive no purer and no loftier aim than
mine.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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