To get up, and raise the green linen blind, flooding with sunshine the
plain upstairs room to which Baumgartner had conducted his guest, was
to conjure uncomfortable visions of the eccentric doctor, with his
ferocious meerschaum, his bloodthirsty battle-talk, and all his
arguments in favour of the course which Pocket had now determined to
abandon. The boy fully realised that he had been given his chance, and
had refused it. And of all the interviews before him, that with Dr.
Baumgartner was the one that he most dreaded, and would have given most
to escape.
Could he escape it? That was an idea; others came of it. If he did
escape, and did give himself up for what he had done, there was no
reason why he should involve Baumgartner in that voluntary confession.
Suppose he hailed the first cab he saw, and drove over to St. John’s
Wood to borrow money (they could scarcely refuse him that), and then
took the first train home to tell his father everything in the first
instance, that father would never hear of his incriminating a stranger
who had befriended him according to his lights. He himself need never
say where he had spent the twenty-four hours after the tragedy, even if
he were ever to know. And so far he had no notion, thanks to the
ridiculous posture prescribed by Baumgartner in the cab; he could only
suppose the motive had been to keep him out of sight, the benefit to
his breathing a mere pretext; and yet it was a curious result that
after a day and a night he should still be in total ignorance of his
whereabouts.
He opened his window and looked out; but it was a back window, and the
sunny little strip of garden below was one of many in a row. Old
discoloured walls divided them from each other and from the gardens of
a parallel block of bigger houses, whose slates and chimneys towered
above the intervening trees. The street in front of those houses was
completely hidden, but the hum of its traffic travelled pleasantly to
the ear, and there were other reassuring sights and sounds. In one of
the contiguous gardens a very small boy was wheeling a doll’s
perambulator; on the other side, where the fine, warm gravel reminded
Pocket of the carroty kind at home, a man was mowing an equally trim
lawn. Pocket listened to the murmur of the machine, and watched the
green spray playing over the revolving knives, and savoured the
curiously countrified smell of cut grass; the combined effect was a
still stronger reminiscence of his father’s garden, where his own old
pony pulled the machine in leather shoes.
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