The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novelHolmes, Mary Jane
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The Cameron pride; or, purified by suffering : $b A novel
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century
strain of music, or a ray of moonlight on the floor would bring the past
to me so vividly that I would stagger beneath the burden, and feel that
it was greater than I could bear. But God was very merciful, and sent me
work which took up all my time, and drove me away from my own pain to
soothe the pain of others. When Katy came to us last summer there was an
hour of trial, when faith in God grew weak, and I was tempted to
question the justice of His dealing with me. But that too passed, and in
my love for your child I forgot the mother in part, looking upon her as
a sister rather than the Katy I had loved so well. I would have given my
life to have saved that child for her, even though it was a bar between
us, something which separated her from me more than the words she spoke
at the altar. Though dead, that baby is still a bar, and Katy is not the
same to me she was before that little life came into being. It is not
wrong to love her as I do now. I feel no pang of conscience save when
something unexpected carries me back to the old ground where I have
fought so many battles.”
Morris paused a moment, while Wilford said, “She spoke of telegraphing
for you. Why was that, and when?”
Thus interrogated, Morris told of the message which had brought him to
New York, and narrated as cautiously as possible the particulars of the
interview which followed.
Morris’s manner was that of a man who spoke with perfect sincerity, and
it carried conviction to Wilford’s heart, disarming him for a time of
the fierce anger and resentment he had felt while listening to Morris’s
story. Acting upon the good impulse of the moment, he arose, and
offering his hand to Morris, said,
“Forgive me that I ever doubted you. It was natural that you should
come, but foolish in Katy to send or think Genevra is living. I have
seen her grave myself. I know that she is dead. Did Katy name any one
whom she believed to be Genevra?”
“No one. She merely said she had seen the original of the picture,”
Morris replied.
“A fancy,—a mere whim,” Wilford muttered to himself, as, greatly
disquieted and terribly humbled, he paced the room moodily, trying not
to think hard thoughts either against his wife or Dr. Grant, who,
feeling that it would be pleasanter for Wilford if he were gone,
suggested returning to Silverton at once, inasmuch as the crisis was
past and Katy out of danger. There was a struggle in Wilford’s mind as
to the answer he should make to this suggestion, but at last he
signified his willingness for the doctor to leave when he thought best.
It was broad day when Katy woke, so weak as to be unable to turn her
head upon the pillow, but in her eyes the light of reason was shining,
and she glanced wonderingly, first at Helen, who had come in, and then
at Wilford, as if trying to comprehend what had happened.
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