The Cameronians: A Novel, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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The Cameronians: A Novel, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
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The Horse Guards did not seem in haste regarding Cecil's affair; some
days passed on, and hope began to flicker up in the hearts of
all--even the heart of Cecil--of all save Hew, we should say, as that
worthy scanned the morning papers, for what he wished to see, in vain.
Evening was always an intolerable time to Cecil at this
period--debarred the mess, and secluded in his room, where, left
totally to himself, he was wont to indulge in those dreamy reveries
that are engendered by a good cigar.
At six-and-twenty or so, it is indeed a dreary thing, when, as a
writer says, 'much of life seems still before us, and a dark
unfathomable future lies between us and the grave; when it is a
bitter thing to sit alone and ponder on the days to come, and
discover no bright spot in the darkness, discern no kind hand to
beckon us forward.'
There was an evening which Cecil was fated to remember long, when
amid other scenes, and when surrounded by much of peril and suffering.
It was the sunset of a lovely spring day. Beyond the ramparts of
that great fortress, to look on which to every Scotsman must seem
'the phantasy of a thousand years comprised within a single moment,'
the distant glories of the departing sun threw forward in dark and
rugged outline the wooded hills of Corstorphine, bathing in ruddy
light the waters of the Forth, with its shores and isles seeming to
substitute the hues of heaven for those of earth.
Lost in sad thoughts he sat by the window of his lonely room,
dreamily watching the evening haze tinted with gold by the sinking
sun, that already involved in obscurity the lower portions of the
city, the gardens where of old the North Loch lay, and out of which
the castle rock, the spires and fantastic masses, the pillared
buildings on the Mound, rose as from a sea, the gathering obscurity,
lending a strange witchery to that wonderful view.
Cecil was then in one of his saddest moments. In his hand was a tiny
packet, and gently and tenderly he fingered it, for it contained the
withered daisies culled from his mother's grave; and his heart grew
very full as her image came vividly to memory with all the idolatrous
love she had for him, her only son.
'Thank God she knows nothing of all this shame and misery! Yet, who
can say--perhaps?' he muttered, and cast his eyes upward for a moment.
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