The Cameronians: A Novel, Volume 3 (of 3)Grant, James
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The Cameronians: A Novel, Volume 3 (of 3)
Grant, James
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'His presence here is an insult to me, Mary,' said she, after
watching him cross the lawn, and disappear with the keeper and the
dogs; 'and every time his eyes meet mine, they seem to be examining
me, as if to learn how I bear his defection.'
'If I can read eyes aright, they wear a very different expression,
Annabelle,' said Mary; 'but his presence here with you is indeed a
singular coincidence.'
'After what happened in Perthshire, Mary, I made myself too cheap in
Edinburgh, when we met again; and truth to tell you, darling, though
I cannot hate--but love him still,' she continued, with her eyes
flashing through unshed tears; 'I must hate myself for doing so--and
despise myself for my infatuation. That my regard should be too
lightly, too easily won, and re-won, by one who valued it not! But,
if his majesty thinks he has but to throw the handkerchief, he is
mightily mistaken,' she added haughtily.
'To me it seemed as if his eyes wore almost an imploring look as he
bade his adieu to you and left the breakfast table,' urged Mary, in
her gentle manner; but though the idea was pleasant and soothing to
Annabelle's angry pride, she replied that she felt only astonishment
and indignation at his _hardiesse_ in looking at, or addressing her
at all.
'Am I to be a fool like the fair Elaine, who wasted all her life in
caring for one man? But then there are no Sir Launcelots of the Lake
now.'
Yet Annabelle, while sedulously schooling her heart to be
indifferent, felt to the full, as far as Leslie Fotheringhame was
concerned, how, mind and manner apart, 'one human being is felt to be
more attractive for mere bodily reasons than all the rest of the
world besides.'
Though a little provoked that he had gone forth to shoot, and waste,
as she deemed it, a precious day in the coverts, Mary was grateful to
Fotheringhame for the object which brought him to Eaglescraig---his
interest in Cecil Falconer--or Montgomerie, as she had taught herself
to call him now.
In her mind he was every way associated with the days when life
became to her an Eden--when loverlike she discovered that secresy and
silence were sweet to cultivate; when the garden, the woods and
fields, the moon, the stars, the sky, had all new charms, beauty, and
brightness they had never possessed before, and her intercourse with
Cecil became a system of emblems, metaphors, parables, whispers, and
pressures of the hand.
How far away that delicious period of her life seemed now; and
he--where was he? In a land to her less than half known, wholly
barbarous, and where he was hourly menaced by a violent death.
'How large your ring seems for you now!' said Annabelle, as she toyed
with Mary's hand.
'How much smaller my finger has become since Cecil placed it there!'
replied Mary, turning the diamond engagement hoop wistfully; 'I am so
afraid of losing it, that I wear mamma's wedding-ring as a
guard--many have done that.'
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