"Nothing that you can say will shock me," he answered firmly. "Do you
know that that's part of the charm you have for me, you dear little
wild thing? If you will come and live with me perhaps you will see how
God works, how mysterious are His ways, and what He means to do for
you--"
Maggie shivered: "Oh, now you're talking like Aunt Anne. I don't want
to feel that I'm something that some one can do what he likes with. I'm
not."
"No. I know you're not," Paul answered eagerly. "You're very
independent. I admire that in you--and so does Grace--"
"Would Grace like us to marry?" asked Maggie.
"It's the desire of her heart," said Paul.
"But how can you want to marry me when you know I don't love you?"
"Love's a strange thing. Companionship can make great changes. You like
me. That is enough for the present. I can be patient. I'm not an
impetuous man."
He was certainly not. He was just a large warm comfortable creature
far, far from the terrified and strangely travelled soul of Martin ...
Insensibly, hardly realising what she did, Maggie was drawn towards
Paul. He drew close to her, moved on to the sofa, and then with one arm
about her let her head rest against his chest. Maggie could neither
move nor speak. She only felt a warm comfort, an intense desire for
rest.
Very, very gently he bent down and kissed her forehead. The clock
ticked on. The flames of the fire spurted and fell. Maggie's eyes
closed, she gave a little sigh, and soon, her cheek against his
waistcoat, like a little child, was fast asleep.
The engagement was a settled thing. Every one in the house was
relieved. Maggie herself felt as though she had found lights and
safety, running from a wood full of loneliness and terror. She was
sharp enough to see how relieved they all were that she was 'settled.'
They were true kindly people, and now they were more kind to her than
ever: that showed that they had been uneasy about her. She was 'off
their hands now.'
Maggie, when she saw this in the faces of Philip and Mr. Trenchard, and
even of Millicent, was glad that she was engaged. She was somebody's
now; she had friends and a home and work now, and she would banish all
that other world for ever. For ever? ... How curious it was that from
the moment of her engagement her aunts, their house, the Chapel, and
the people around it began to press upon her attention with a pathos
and sentiment that she had never felt before. She went to see the
aunts, of course, and sat in the old drawing-room for half-an-hour, and
they were kind and distant. They were glad that she was to be married;
they hoped that she would be happy. Aunt Anne looked very ill, and
there was a terrible air of desertion about the house as though all the
life had gone out of it. Maggie came away very miserable. Then she said
to herself: "Now, look here. You're in a new house now. You've got to
think of nothing but that--nothing, nothing, nothing ..."
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