And if they did, of what use would it be? The affair was all settled;
heaven was arrayed, parcelled out, its very streets and courts mapped
and described. It was the destination of every one in the building as
surely as though they were travelling to London by the morning express.
They were sated with knowledge of their destiny--no curiosity, no
wonder, no agitation, no fear. Even the words of the most beautiful
prayers had ceased to have any meaning because the matter had been
settled so long ago and there was nothing more to be said. How that
Chapel had throbbed with expectation, with amaze, with curiosity, with
struggle! Foolish much of it perhaps, stifling it had seemed then in
its superstition. Maggie had been afraid then, so afraid that she could
not sleep at nights. How she longed now for that fear to return to her!
At this point she would discover that she was beckoning back to her the
figures of that other world. They must not come ... the two worlds must
not join or she was lost ... she turned her back from her memories and
her desires.
During this winter there were the two affairs of Mr. Toms and Caroline.
Maggie carried out her resolve of calling on Mr. Toms. She did it one
dark afternoon a few days before Christmas, moved, it must be
confessed, partly by a sense of exasperation with Grace. Grace had been
that day quite especially tiresome. She had a cold, and a new evening
dress had cost twice as much as it ought to have done. Mitch had broken
into eczema, and Mrs. Constantine had overruled her at a committee
meeting. With a flood of disconnected talk she had overwhelmed Maggie
until the girl felt as though her head had been thrust into a bag of
flour. Through it all there had been an undercurrent of complaint as
though Maggie were responsible.
Early in the afternoon Grace declared that her head was splitting and
retired to her bedroom. Maggie, in a state of blinded and deafened
exasperation, remembered Mr. Toms and decided to call on him. She found
a neat little house standing in a neat little garden near the sea just
beyond the end of the Promenade, or The Leas, as the real Skeatonian
always called it. Miss Toms and Mr. Toms were sitting in a very small
room with a large fire, a pale grey wallpaper, and a number of
brightly-painted wooden toys arranged on a shelf running round the
room. The toys were of all kinds--a farm, cows and sheep, tigers and
lions, soldiers and cannon, a church and a butcher's shop, little green
tufted trees, and a Noah's ark. Mr. Toms was sitting, neat as a pin,
smiling in an armchair beside the fire, and Miss Toms near him was
reading aloud.
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