And yet he knew that he could do nothing. Once before there had been
something of the kind in Skeaton and he had tried with others to stop
it. He had failed utterly; the civic authorities in Skeaton seemed
almost to approve of these horrors. He looked at the thing once more
and then turned back towards home. Something must be done... Something
must be done ... but, as on so many earlier occasions in his life, he
could face no clear course of action.
That Saturday evening he tried to change his sermon. He had determined
to deliver a very fine address on "Brotherly Love" and then, most
fortunately, he had discovered a five-years' old sermon that would,
with a little adaptation, exactly fit the situation.
To-night he was sick of his adaptation. The sermon had not been a good
one at the first, and now it was a tattered thing of shreds and
patches. He tried to add to it some sentences about the approaching
"Revival." No sentences would come. What a horrible fortnight it had
been! He looked back upon his district visiting, his meetings, his
choir-practices with disgust. Something had come in between himself and
his people. Perhaps the relationship had never been very real? Founded
on jollity. An eagerness to accept anybody's mood for one's own if only
that meant jollity. What had he thought, standing in the puddle that
afternoon? That they were all dead, he and his congregation and God,
all dead together? He sank into his chair, picked up the Church Times,
and fell asleep.
Next morning as he walked into the choir this extraordinary impression
that his congregation was dead persisted. As he recited the
"Confession" he looked about him. There was Mr. Maxse, and there Miss
Purves. Every one was in his and her appointed place; old Colonel
Rideout with the purple gills not kneeling because of his gout; young
Edward Walter, heir to the sugar factory, not kneeling because he was
lazy; sporting Mr. Harper, whose golf handicap was +3, not kneeling
because to do so would spoil the crease of his trousers; old Mrs. Dean
with her bonnet and bugles, the worst gossip in Skeaton, her eyes
raised to heaven; the Quiller girls with their hard red colour and
their hard bright eyes; Mr. Fortinum, senior, with his County Council
stomach and his J.P. neck; the dear old Miss Fursleis who believed in
God and lived accordingly; young Captain Trent, who believed in his
moustache and lived accordingly ... Oh yes, there they all were--and
there, too, were Grace and Maggie kneeling side by side.
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