Then suddenly as the house had filled so suddenly it emptied. Maggie
found that she was desperately tired. She went to bed and slept
instantly. On waking next morning she was aware that it was a most
beautiful winter's day and that there was something strange in the air.
There came to her then very slowly a sense of her father. She saw him
on the one side, persistently as she had found him in his room,
strange, shapeless, with a crumpled face and a dirty beard that seemed
to be more dead than the rest of him. On the other side she saw him as
she had found him in the first days of her consciousness of the world.
He must have been "jolly" then, large and strong, laughing often,
tossing her, she remembered, to the ceiling, his beard jet-black and
his eyebrows bushy and overhanging. Once that vigour, afterwards this
horror. She shook away from her last vision of him but it returned
again and again, hanging about her over her shoulder like an ill-omened
messenger. And all the life between seemed to be suddenly wiped away as
a sponge wipes figures off a slate. After the death of her mother she
had made the best of her circumstances. There had been many days when
life had been unpleasant, and in the last year, as his miserliness had
grown upon him, his ill-temper at any fancied extravagance had been
almost that of an insane man, but Maggie knew very little of the
affairs of other men and it seemed to her that every one had some
disadvantage with which to grapple. She did not pretend to care for her
father, she was very lonely because the villagers hated him, but she
had always made the best of everything because she had never had an
intimate friend to tell her that that was a foolish thing to do.
It was indeed marvellous how isolated her life had been; she knew
simply nothing about the world at all.
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