Beatrice looked up, astonishment on her brow.
“When I marry?” she exclaimed. “Well, if ever there was a thunderbolt
from a clear sky!”
And she laughed.
“Yes-when you marry,” the Cardinal repeated, with conviction. “You are a
young woman--you are twenty-eight years old. You will, marry. It is only
right that you should marry. You have not the vocation for a religious.
Therefore you must marry. But it will be a great loss to the house of
Udeschini.”
“Sufficient for the day is the evil thereof,” said Beatrice, laughing
again. “I haven't the remotest thought of marrying. I shall never
marry.”
“Il ne faut jamais dire a la fontaine, je ne boirai pas de ton eau,”
his Eminence cautioned her, whilst the lines of humour about his mouth
emphasised themselves, and his grey eyes twinkled. “Other things equal,
marriage is as much the proper state for the laity, as celibacy is the
proper state for the clergy. You will marry. It would be selfish of us
to oppose your marrying. You ought to marry. But it will be a great loss
to the family--it will be a great personal loss to me. You are as dear
to me as any of my blood. I am always forgetting that we are uncle and
niece by courtesy only.”
“I shall never marry. But nothing that can happen to me can ever make
the faintest difference in my feeling for you. I hope you know how much
I love you?” She looked into his eyes, smiling her love. “You are only
my uncle by courtesy? But you are more than an uncle--you have been like
a father to me, ever since I left my convent.”
The Cardinal returned her smile.
“Carissima,” he murmured. Then, “It will be a matter of the utmost
importance to me, however,” he went on, “that, when the time comes, you
should marry a good man, a suitable man--a man who will love you, whom
you will love--and, if possible, a man who will not altogether separate
you from me, who will perhaps love me a little too. It would send me
in sorrow to my grave, if you should marry a man who was not worthy of
you.”
“I will guard against that danger by not marrying at all,” laughed
Beatrice.
“No--you will marry, some day,” said the Cardinal. “And I wish you to
remember that I shall not oppose your marrying--provided the man is a
good man. Felipe will not like it--Guido will pull a long nose--but I,
at least, will take your part, if I can feel that the man is good. Good
men are rare, my dear; good husbands are rarer still. I can think, for
instance, of no man in our Roman nobility, whom I should be content to
see you marry. Therefore I hope you will not marry a Roman. You would be
more likely to marry one of your own countrymen. That, of course,
would double the loss to us, if it should take you away from Italy. But
remember, if he is a man whom I can think worthy of you, you may count
upon me as an ally.”
He resumed his walk, reopening his Breviary.
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