Beatrice resumed her needlework. But she found it difficult to fix her
attention on it. Every now and then, she would leave her needle stuck
across its seam, let the work drop to her lap, and, with eyes turned
vaguely up the valley, fall, apparently, into a muse.
“I wonder why he said all that to me?” was the question that kept posing
itself.
By and by the Cardinal closed his Breviary, and put it in his pocket.
I suppose he had finished his office for the day. Then he came and sat
down in one of the wicker chairs, under the awning. On the table, among
the books and things, stood a carafe of water, some tumblers, a silver
sugar-bowl, and a crystal dish full of fresh pomegranate seeds. It
looked like a dish full of unset rubies. The Cardinal poured some water
into a tumbler, added a lump of sugar and a spoonful of pomegranate
seeds, stirred the mixture till it became rose-coloured, and drank it
off in a series of little sips.
“What is the matter, Beatrice?” he asked, all at once.
Beatrice raised her eyes, perplexed.
“The matter--? Is anything the matter?”
“Yes,” said the Cardinal; “something is the matter. You are depressed,
you are nervous, you are not yourself. I have noticed it for many days.
Have you something on, your mind?”
“Nothing in the world,” Beatrice answered, with an appearance of great
candour. “I had not noticed that I was nervous or depressed.”
“We are entering October,” said the Cardinal. “I must return to Rome. I
have been absent too long already. I must return next week. But I should
not like to go away with the feeling that you are unhappy.”
“If a thing were needed to make me unhappy, it would be the announcement
of your intended departure,” Beatrice said, smiling. “But otherwise,
I am no more unhappy than it is natural to be. Life, after all, is n't
such a furiously gay business as to keep one perpetually singing and
dancing--is it? But I am not especially unhappy.”
“H'm,” said the Cardinal. Then, in a minute, “You will come to Rome in
November, I suppose?” he asked.
“Yes--towards the end of November, I think,” said Beatrice.
The Cardinal rose, and began to walk backwards and forwards again.
In a little while the sound of carriage-wheels could be heard, in the
sweep, round the corner of the house.
The Cardinal looked at his watch.
“Here is the carriage,” he said. “I must go down and see that poor old
woman.... Do you know,” he added, after a moment's hesitation, “I think
it would be well if you were to go with me.”
A shadow came into Beatrice's eyes.
“What good would that do?” she asked.
“It would give her pleasure, no doubt. And besides, she is one of your
parishioners, as it were. I think you ought to go. You have never been
to see her since she fell ill.”
“Oh--well,” said Beatrice.
She was plainly unwilling. But she went to put on her things.
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