Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
Her little store gave out
when she had scarce more than reached France; and the last half of the
journey had been accomplished by literally begging her way from hut to
hut, never giving up the idea of at last reaching the only refuge she
could trust,—the place where now she sat dreaming out her woe.
Through the bitter hours when her old jealousy took possession of her
again and seared her with its hot flames, Laure found herself, more than
once, gazing fixedly at the little priedieu in the corner of the room,
where, as a child, she had been wont to kneel each night and morning.
Since the hour she had left the priory, a prayer had scarcely passed her
lips; and now, in the time of reactive sorrow, she felt a pride about
kneeling in supplication to Him whose laws she had so freely broken. In
the course of time, for so doth solitude work changes in the hearts of
the most stubborn, the spirit of real repentance of her sin came over
her; and then, for the first time in her young life, she wept unselfish
tears. It was only inch by inch that she crept back toward the place of
heart’s peace. But at length, on the tenth day of her penance, she went
to her God; and, throwing herself at the feet of the crucifix, claimed
her own from the All-merciful.
Never in her life of prayers had Laure prayed as she prayed now. Now at
last God was a living Being, and she was come home to Him for
forgiveness and for comfort. Her words sprang from her deepest heart.
Tears of joy, not pain, welled up within her; and it seemed as if she
felt her purity coming back to her again. She believed that she was
received before the throne, and listened to; and no absolution of a
consecrated bishop had brought her such confidence as this, her first
unlettered prayer.
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