Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
When she rose from her knees it was as if she had been bathed in spirit.
Her old joy of youth was again alive within her and shone forth from her
eyes with a radiant softness. A strange quiet took possession of her; a
new peace was hidden in her heart; tranquillity reigned about her, and
the four days of solitude that remained were all too short. She was
learning herself anew; but she dreaded that time when others should look
into her face and think to find there what she knew was gone from her
forever. After her first prayer she did not often resume the accepted
attitude of communication with the Most High; yet she prayed almost
continually, with a dreamy fervor peculiar to her state. She still
thought of Flammecœur, but no longer with desire; only with a gentle
regret for the fever of his soul and that he could never know such peace
as hers. She also felt remorse for the part she had played in his life;
and this remorse was now her only pain. She suffered under it; but it
was easier to endure than the terrible, restless longing that had once
consumed her. Indeed, at this time, Laure’s spirituality was
exaggerated; for solitude is apt to breed exaggeration in whatever mood
the recluse happens to be. But this state was also bound to know its
reaction; and, upon the whole, it was as well that the penitential
fortnight was near its end.
On the afternoon of the fourteenth day, Laure dressed herself in the
somberest robe to be found in her chest,—a loose tunic of rusty black,
with mantle of the same, and a rosary around her waist by way of belt.
She braided her hair into two long plaits, and bound these round and
round her head like a heavy filet. This was all of her coiffure. When
she was dressed, she stood in front of her mirror and looked at herself
by the smoky light of a torch. Her vanity was not flattered by the
reflection; but steel is deceitful sometimes, and Laure did not know how
much younger she had grown in the two weeks of her penance. As the hour
of liberty approached, she became not a little excited. The thought of
being surrounded with such a throng of familiar faces set her aflame
with eagerness; and she waited, literally counting the seconds, till she
should be set free.
Punctually at the hour in which, two weeks before, Laure had been left
alone, her door was opened, and Eleanore and Lenore came together into
the room, to lead the prisoner down to the chapel. Madame clasped her
warmly by the hand, and looked searchingly into her face: but that was
all the salutation that was given, for the ban of excommunication was
still upon her. And so, without a word, the three moved quickly to the
stairs, and, descending, passed at once into the lighted chapel.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account