Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
The reality, as it came to her, seemed even now vague and impossible.
Laure, her girl, her strong, wild, adventurous, high-hearted, fearless
girl, to become a nun! Laure, of whom, in her own way, Eleanore had been
accustomed to think as she thought of the great white gulls that veered,
through sunlight and storm, on straight-stretched pinions, along the
rocky coast, as a creature of light, of air, above all of perfect,
indestructible freedom! This, her Laure, to become a nun! Spite of what
the Bishop of St. Nazaire had so earnestly told her, how, in all strong
natures, there are strong antitheses and quiet, governing depths that no
outer turbulence can disclose, Eleanore rebelled at the disposal that
had been made of this nature. She knew herself too well to believe that
her daughter could renounce all the joys of youth and of life without a
single after-pang.
After this early mother-thought for the child’s state, Eleanore’s
self-grief returned again with redoubled force; and her brain conjured
up a vision of the future,—that great, shadowy future, that wrapped her
heart around in a cold and deadening despair.
The April wind blew higher through the room, catching the tapestry
curtains of the immense bed and waving them about like blue banners. The
bars of sunlight mellowed and broadened over the shrunken rushes and the
smooth stones of the floor. The surf boomed louder as the tide advanced.
And Eleanore, still upon her knees, rocked her body in her helpless
rebellion, and found it in her heart to question the righteous wisdom of
her God. She did not, however, come quite to this; for which,
afterwards, she found it expedient to give thanks to the same deity. Her
solitude was unexpectedly broken. There came a knock upon the door,
which immediately afterwards opened, and Gerault, her son, entered the
room.
This fourth Seigneur of Le Crépuscule, a dark-browed, lean, and rather
handsome fellow, clad in half armor and carrying on his wrist a falcon,
jessed and belled, was the first of Eleanore’s two children. She
reverenced him as his father’s successor; she held affection for him
because she had borne him; and she respected him and his wishes because
he was a man that commanded respect. But perhaps it was this very
respect, which had in it something of distance, that killed in her the
overwhelming love which she had always felt for his sister Laure, her
youngest and beloved.
Gerault, seeing his mother’s attitude, stopped short in the doorway.
“Madame, I crave pardon! I had not known you were at prayer,” he said.
Eleanore rose from her knees a little hastily. “Nay, Gerault, I was not
at prayer. ’Tis an old custom of mine to meditate in that place. Enter
thou and sit with me for a little.”
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