Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
At two in the morning came the first boom of the church bell pulled by
the sleep-laden sexton,—the beginning of the call to matins. The night
was very black; and only after two or three minutes did Laure struggle
up from her bed, trembling with that dead, numb feeling that results
from being roused too suddenly from heavy unconsciousness. Mechanically
the young girl felt about for her lantern and opened the door into the
dimly lit corridor. There were half a dozen nuns and novices grouped
about the stone lamp which burned all night on the wall, and from which
the sisters were accustomed to light their cressets for matins. Laure
waited her turn in a dazed manner, and when she had obtained the light,
went back to her cell, left the door unclosed according to rule, and,
placing the lantern on the small table, knelt at her priedieu.
So far her every move had been mechanical. Her brain was not yet awake.
But, with the first words of the Agnus Dei, the full memory of yesterday
suddenly flashed upon her. She had been at home, and had found there
Flammecœur!—Flammecœur! Her own heart flamed up, and the prayer died
away from it. Her lips moved on, and the murmur of her voice continued
to swell the low chorus that spread through the whole priory. But Laure
was not speaking those words. Her whole mind and heart had turned
irrevocably to another subject,—to another god, the little, rosy-winged
boy that finds his way into the sternest places, and lights them with
his magic presence till they are changed for their inhabitants beyond
recognition. Strictly speaking, Laure was not thinking of the trouvère.
Her thoughts refused to review him in the light of her knowledge of him.
She would not think of his personality,—his face, eyes, form, or manner.
Her heart shrank from anything so bold. She refused to question herself.
Yet her mind was full of him, and the other subject in her thoughts was
this: that in eleven days more, were God pitying to her, she should,
perhaps—ever perhaps—see him again.
When matins and lauds were over, the sisters returned to bed till the
hour for dressing, a quarter to five. Laure was accustomed to sleep
soundly through this period. But to-day she refused to close her eyes.
Nay, it was ecstasy to her to lie dreaming of many old, vague things
that had scarce any connection with her new heart, and yet would have
had no place at all with her had they not carried as an undercurrent the
image of that same new god.
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