Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
“I had forgot,” she said quietly. “I must to my cell. I have five Aves
to repeat for inattention at the reading of St. Elizabeth this morning.”
“Methought they were to be said in chapter,” observed one of her
companions, indifferently.
“Nay; Reverend Mother gave permission,—in my cell,” answered Laure,
rather weakly; for she saw that she should get into difficulty if any
one mentioned this matter again. However, Flammecœur’s voice was singing
still and, flinging care to the winds, she made a hasty escape.
Fifteen minutes later she was in the church, kneeling at the shrine of
St. Joseph. She said twenty Aves there before she rose, yet got no
comfort from them. For twenty Aves is small salve to the conscience for
the first guilty deceit of one’s life.
That evening was not wholly a pleasant one; yet Laure underwent fierce
gusts of happiness. She had seen him again; she had held speech with
him, and had smiled when he looked at her. She felt his looks like
caresses, and was half ashamed and half enamoured of them. Her night was
filled with a tumult of dreams; and when day dawned again she was hot
with the fever of unrest.
Days went by, and then weeks, and finally two months, and March was on
the world. Hints of spring were borne down the breeze. The deeply frozen
earth began slowly, slowly to throw off its weight of ice, and to open
its breast to the warm touches of the sun. The black, bare branches of
the forest trees waved about uncannily, like gaunt arms, beckoning to
the distant summer. And in all this time the situation of the little nun
of Crépuscule had not changed. The troubadour still lingered at the
Chateau, a welcome guest. And still he haunted the priory, unknown to
any one save her whom he continually sought. As yet he had done nothing,
said not one word that betrayed his intentions. He had waited patiently
till the time should be ripe; and now that time approached. Laure had
endured a life of secret torture, but had not succeeded in throwing off
the shackles she had voluntarily put on. Nay, she confessed now to
herself that, without his occasional coming, she could not have lived.
She chafed at their restricted intercourse. She longed to meet him where
she could put her hands into his, where she could listen to the sound of
his voice without the terror of discovery. All this Flammecœur had read
in her, but still he waited till of her own accord she should break her
bonds.
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