The Catholic World, Vol. 05, April 1867 to September 1867Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 05, April 1867 to September 1867
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
Robert took the road to Clermont, and could have flown the entire distance,
so eager was he to get to his old home. And again and again doubts would
fill his mind as to whether he would find the loved grave; whether pitiless
time would not in nine years, have effaced the letters which traced the
name of his mother? Clermont at last appeared in the distance, then the
village of Bains, and then he was at the door of the rectory, standing with
a beating heart to see a loved face, but the door is opened by a strange
priest, from whom he learns that the venerable curé whom he sought was
dead, but in dying he left instructions to his successor; begging that
Madame Dormeuil's grave should not be neglected, which gave Robert but
another proof of his imperishable love. After obeying the first wish of his
heart and visiting his mother's grave, he obtained the papers which
concerned him, and, opening them with emotion, read as follows:
"My dear son: I did not wish you to know the contents of these papers
until you were twenty-one, because it seemed to me that before this time
you would hardly comprehend them, and I thought it best to wait until you
had experience and maturity of judgment. You know we are rarely willing
to take the experience of others for our instruction; believing that what
shipwrecked them we would have been wise enough to have avoided; that we
would have acted better, reasoned better, than those who have preceded us
on the perilous sea called the world. The blind lead the blind, and when
we fall we are astonished. It is so with all men. Being feeble, they
think they are strong; being dependent, they think they are free; being
powerless, they think they are creatures of genius. But thou, my dear
child, wilt have more strength than those who repose in themselves the
care of their conduct, and do not invoke God to light them with his
divine rays. In the moment of trial they fall; it happened so to me, my
son, when I took my own feeble reason for my guide. But, though I have no
grave faults to reproach myself for, it is not the less true that I have
compromised thy future, and forgotten my duties as a wife and my duties
as a Christian, for I have not been indulgent and forgetful of injuries.
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To-day, by God's grace, I am calm. I judge myself more severely then he
will judge me, and I feel guilty and cannot excuse myself to thy eyes, by
my youth, inexperience, and the isolation in which I found myself, when I
claimed the right of breaking the links which I ought to have respected
for my son. But it was my fault, and I will have the courage to tell you
all--to confess all my sins, and then ask for pardon. Dormeuil is not thy
name, my child; it is mine, the name of my father, a plebeian name, but
without blemish. Thy name is De Verceil, and thy father is the Count
Sosthène de Verceil. At ten years of age, I lost my father; my mother
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