The Catholic World, Vol. 05, April 1867 to September 1867Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 05, April 1867 to September 1867
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
died in giving me birth, and I was left to the charge of an aunt who was
my only relative. This worthy woman was not rich, but an annuity left her
by her husband and the revenue from some savings placed her above want,
and her kind heart pitied my orphanage, and she shared everything with
me. I owe to her five years of happiness, and oh! that it were more; her
counsels and her tenderness would have spared me the regrets I feel at
this hour. She had placed me in a school of great renown, wishing, she
said, to leave me, in lieu of fortune, a good education. Notwithstanding
my plebeian name I had a crowd of friends of rich and noble heritage, for
youth never thinks of the differences in rank or the prerogatives of
birth; and it was thus that I became the friend of an amiable young girl,
Helena de Verceil. Her brother came to see her often, and, as we were
inseparable, I was generally present at these visits. I was a simple and
candid girl, and these traits made a profound impression on the young
count, and when I left the school some months after Helena I continued to
see him from time to time, at his sister's house, for she was married
immediately after leaving school. Young, ardent, impetuous, and unused to
any resistance, the count fell easily into the snare which was held out
to his inexperience by an irresistible tenderness. His passion, far from
calming, grew stronger each day, and he resolved to overcome all
obstacles and ask to marry me, although his age and his tastes were far
from this grave determination. With his fortune and hand, he came to beg
my aunt's consent, and to pray that she would not defer his happiness.
Overwhelmed with joy at so brilliant and advantageous an offer for her
niece, she gave her consent, for in all her dreams for the daughter of
her cherished brother she had never caressed so sweet an illusion as
this. She accepted it with the more gratitude as she knew she had a
mortal malady which would soon leave me alone, in the midst of the
manifold dangers that assail youth. In taking for his wife an obscure and
poor girl the count was alienated from all his family, and his proud and
noble parents would not pardon this unworthy _mesalliance_. He
could, they said, have married a woman of rank and wealth, but this
unprofitable union to the eyes of people blinded by their titles,
whatever may have been the qualities of heart, was nothing and worse than
nothing. He could obtain no favor from them, after putting so dark a spot
on their escutcheon. These humiliations and insults would have had no
effect upon me, could I have been consoled by the tender affection of my
aunt, who saw but too late that wealth does not give happiness; and in
less than two years after my marriage I was called to mourn her loss. The
love of the count was soon extinguished, and men are very apt to be
ungrateful and cruel when they cease to love. His conduct soon proved
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