The Catholic World, Vol. 09, April, 1869-September, 1869Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 09, April, 1869-September, 1869
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
"I occupy myself often, on my lonely walks, with the plan of my
intended memoirs; the material begins to assume shape; but
unless you apply to it the finishing touch, it will not be
presentable. I never could bring myself to entrust it to other
hands. In the retrospect of my life I find the material more
abundant than I had supposed. Very difficult will be the
shaping of much of it. How easily does many a tie and relation
in this life lose its true coloring and significance by
omissions; and yet must these very often occur, if the work is
to appear during my lifetime. Before beginning to write, I
shall communicate to you, orally, dearest friend, some portions
of the memoirs, and we can then discuss them at leisure--a
welcome plan to me, for thus will the undertaking fairly ripen.
With inmost respect and love, your devoted
"Peter Von Cornelius."
Finally, it may be allowable to make mention of a letter which he
addresses to her from Rome, on the 12th of October, 1833, while
he was working on his drawing of the Last Judgment. In this
letter we recognize his playful, working humor--and does he not
term these periods of creative activity his wedding time? In
several remarks, however, we discern both sides of his nature.
"My Noble Friend: It is really too bad! has he not yet written?
not even answered that charming letter from Salzburg? Well, I
must say, I am curious to see how he will justify himself.
"Thus I hear Schlotthauer exclaim; even Schubert ominously
shakes his head; but you are silent and thoughtful. I should be
in despair for an excuse for myself, having already shot off my
best arrows at you on similar occasions, exhausted my adroitest
terms--my best rhetoric. I say I should be in despair, if that
stupendous, that tremendous thing, 'The Last Judgment,' did not
take me under its protecting wing. Never has a man, probably,
with more sublimity asked pardon of a lady! And now, laying the
universe at your feet, I await composedly my sentence. From
this moment is my tongue loosed; and I can say to you that I am
celebrating my blissfullest time--my wedding time--the harvest
season of my holiest aspirations. How few mortals attain to
such happiness! and how ill-calculated is this world to afford
it!
"Gladly would I show you the work I am at present engaged
upon. Yet for a nature so quiet as yours, you appear to me far
too forcible and positive. Overbeck must love you a thousand
fold more than I: with me you suffer indulgence to take the
place of impartial justice. How I once fretted about such
things!
"What a treasure is a deep, positively incurable pain! Better
than the most unalloyed bliss which this poor world has to
offer, it brings us near to the Holy One. It is more faithful,
far less variable. It draws us into solitude, into ourselves.
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