The Catholic World, Vol. 10, October, 1869 to March, 1870Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 10, October, 1869 to March, 1870
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
countenance which it is almost impossible to restrain in such
circumstances. The father abbot, however, said with severity,
(as though he had no compassion for those sufferings in which he
sympathized so truly,) that 'he spoke like a man of the world,
and that a monk ought to manifest under the worst circumstances
the constancy of his soul.' Benedict in an instant assumed that
air of severity that never afterward quitted him. The fear lest
the great exertions which he made by day and by night, combined
with his extreme debility, might suddenly remove him, led them to
give him the holy sacrament and extreme unction. He received both
with every demonstration of piety. Such, however, was his weakness
that he immediately fainted away. The father abbot having asked,
before they brought him the extreme unction, if he desired that
the whole community should be present at the ceremony, he answered
that, 'exterior ceremonies were not of vital importance; that
his brethren would derive little edification from him; and that
he had more need of their prayers than their presence.' All his
conversation during his malady was on the necessity of separation
from worldly things, of the joy which he anticipated in death, and
of the mercy which God had shown him in suffering him to end his
days in the society of the father abbot.
"Some days before his death, the father abbot inquired minutely
into the state of his mind; he answered in these very words, 'I
consider the day of my death as a festival; I have no desire for
any thing here, and I cannot better express my total separation
from things below than by comparing myself to a leaf which the
wind has lifted from the earth. All that I have read in the sacred
Scriptures comes home to me and fills me with joy. Nevertheless,
I can in no action of my life see any thing which can sustain
the judgment of God, and which is not worthy of punishment; but
the confidence which I have in his goodness gives me hope and
consolation.' He added, 'How can it be that God should show such
compassion to a man who has so miserably served him? I desire
death alone; what can a man be thinking of, not always to desire
it? What joy, my father, when I remember that I am about to
refresh myself in the waters of life.'
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