The Catholic World, Vol. 10, October, 1869 to March, 1870Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 10, October, 1869 to March, 1870
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
"His ordinary reading, for many years of his life, had been the
sacred Scriptures, which were so familiar to him that he spoke of
little else. He mentioned to the father abbot so many passages,
and repeated them in a manner so touching, so animated, and so
devotional, that his hearers were at once edified and astonished.
Those passages which were uppermost in his mind respected chiefly
the majesty of God; but as he had a most humble opinion of his own
life, which had however been, in the main, faithful and pure, he
always reverted to the subject of the divine compassion. It was in
that he found peace and repose.
"On the day of the Assumption, he felt himself so weak that he
was unable to leave the infirmary. The father abbot carried him
our Lord, whom he received upon his knees, leaning on two of his
brethren. Two days afterward, he fell into strong convulsions, and
imagined that the hour of his deliverance was come. The father
abbot asked, 'Is it with joy that you depart?' 'Yes,' said he,
'from my very heart.' He then added, 'Into thy hands I commend my
spirit.'
"The customary prayers were then offered up for the dying; but
the convulsions having left him, the father abbot said that the
hour of God was not arrived; and having given orders to remove
him from the ashes to his bed, he turned to the father abbot
with a serene countenance, and said, 'The will of God be done.'
He lived three days waiting with anxiety the time when God would
have mercy upon him. And such was his desire of death that the
father abbot was obliged more than once to say to him that it was
not for him to anticipate the designs of Providence. His pangs
lasted till within an hour of his death, but he endured them with
his accustomed patience and serenity. He said three days before
his death that the most dangerous moments were the last, and that
he did not doubt the great enemy of man would seek to disquiet
him, and therefore requested the prayers of the community. The
father abbot, having asked, after some other general discourse,
if he knew the guilt of sin, he answered sighing, and, as it
were, looking into the recesses of his own soul, and in language
expressive of the intensity of his feelings, 'Alas! once I knew
it not; but now I see in the Scripture that God claims, as one of
his chief attributes, the power of pardoning sin; "I am he who
blotteth out your iniquities." I am therefore convinced that sin
is a tremendous offence. I am far, indeed, from being like those
who are always overwhelmed with a consciousness of their offences,
but yet I believe, upon the testimony of faith and Scripture, that
sin is a fathomless gulf of ruin.' These words were accompanied
with a manner so extraordinary that they touched the very hearts
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