The Catholic World, Vol. 16, October 1872-March 1873Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 16, October 1872-March 1873
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
The following morning Fleurange, quite recovered from the physical effects
of her agitation, was up at her usual hour, that is, at daybreak. She put
on her thick cloak, her little fur‐trimmed hat, and started off to church
for the first Mass, which she daily attended at this season. At her
arrival she threw back her hood, and knelt as near the altar as possible.
The church was so dark that each one brought a lantern, a bit of candle,
or some other portable light to read by. These lamps and tapers,
increasing with the number of worshippers, at last diffused sufficient
light throughout the church to enable one to distinguish the people and
objects in it. Fleurange did not bring a candle and needed none, for she
had no prayer‐book, but she was not the less profoundly recollected. Pale
and motionless, her hands clasped, her head raised, her eyes fastened on
the altar, the delicate and regular outline of her face distinctly visible
by a neighboring taper, she resembled a statue of white marble wrapped in
sombre drapery. She prayed with fervor, but without agitation, without
tears, and even without moving her lips. Her whole soul seemed centred in
her eyes. Her look at once expressed the faith that implores and hopes,
submission to God’s will, and courage to fulfil it. It was a prayer that
must prevail, or leave the heart submissive and strengthened.
The Mass ended, all the lights were extinguished one after the other, but
the faint glimmering in the east soon increased to such a degree that,
when Fleurange rose after the church was nearly empty, she recognized
Clement only a few steps off. He followed her to the door, she took the
holy water from his hand, and they went out together.
It was now broad daylight, but the sky was veiled with gray clouds, a
violent wind swept before it the snow that covered the ground, and when
they issued into the street they were met by a perfect whirlwind of
driving snow which Fleurange was scarcely able to withstand. Clement
supported her, then retained her arm, and they walked on for some time
without speaking. He had dreaded this interview in spite of himself, and
now rallied all his strength to listen calmly to what she was about to
say. But, at last, as she remained silent, he spoke first:
“You were ill last evening, Gabrielle. I was far from expecting to find
you at church so early in such severe weather.”
“Ill?” replied Fleurange. “No; I was not ill, but suffering from a great
shock, as you know, do you not, Clement?”
“Yes, Gabrielle, I know it.”
These few words broke down the barrier. What had haunted Clement’s
thoughts now proved to be an actual reality; but energetic natures prefer
the most terrible realities to vague apprehensions, and even to vague
hopes, and he felt his courage rise in proportion as self‐abnegation
became more completely rooted in his soul. After a moment’s silence, he
said:
“Gabrielle, why have you not treated me of late with the same confidence
you once showed me?”
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