The Catholic World, Vol. 16, October 1872-March 1873Various
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The Catholic World, Vol. 16, October 1872-March 1873
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Catholic Church -- Periodicals
She replied without any hesitation: “Because I made a resolution never to
mention _him_—I made it,” she continued, without noticing the slight start
Clement was unable to repress, “because I wished to forget him. It was
therefore better for me to be reserved even with Hilda—even with you,
Clement. But now,” continued she, with a kind of exaltation in which grief
and joy were confounded, “now I think of that no longer. It seems as if a
new life had commenced for him and for me. And yet we are separated, as it
were, by death. But death breaks down barriers, and reunites, too. What
shall I say, Clement? I seem nearer to him to‐day than yesterday, and in
spite of myself (for I am well aware it is an illusion) I feel I shall be
able to serve him in some way or other. At all events, I no longer have
any motive for concealing my feelings, and to throw off this restraint is
in itself a comfort.”
Clement listened without interrupting her. Each word gave him a sharp
pang, but he steeled himself, somewhat as one does to the clash of arms
and the firing of cannon till there is not even a movement of the eyelids
to betray the fear of death or the possibility of being wounded. As to the
illusion she spoke of, it was the last dream of sorrow and love. He would
not try to dispel it.
“Let us hope, my dear cousin,” said he in a calm tone. “So many unforeseen
circumstances may occur during a trial like that about to commence! There
is no reason to despair.—Whatever may happen,” added he, as they
approached the house, “promise me, Gabrielle, from this time forth, to
show the same confidence in me you once did—a confidence which will induce
you to tell me everything, and rely on me under all circumstances. You
once made me such a promise: have you forgotten it?”
“No, Clement, and I now renew it. You are my best friend, as I once told
you. My opinion has not changed.”
Yes, she had said so. He had forgotten neither the day nor the spot, and
his heart throbbed at the remembrance! Though he was but little more than
twenty years of age, and the honeysuckle he still preserved in memory of
that hour was scarcely withered, a long life seemed to have intervened
since they exchanged nearly the same words.
But when they separated with a pressure of the hand at the end of the
conversation, on that gloomy winter morning, Clement was left with a less
painful impression than that which came over him on the banks of the
Neckar, when, in the pale light of the moon, he had so sudden and fatal a
revelation from the expression of her eyes and the tone of her voice. She
had told him nothing to‐day he did not know before. Instead of happiness,
a vague perspective of devotedness opened before him. But even this was
something to live for.
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