The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
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The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
Mrs. Ferrier was forced to consent. Nothing was further from her wish than
to be separated from her daughter, not only because she was more than
usually solicitous for Annette’s happiness, and wished to assure herself
constantly that her husband did not neglect her, but because she had an
almost insane desire to watch Lawrence in every way. Nothing so piques the
curiosity of a meddlesome person as to see any manifestation of a desire
to baffle their searching. The annoyance naturally felt and often shown by
one who finds himself suspiciously observed is always taken by such
persons as a proof that there is something wrong which he is desirous to
conceal. Moreover, John had let fall a word of advice which she was not
disposed to disregard.
She had been complaining of her son‐in‐law.
“You had better let him pretty much alone, ma’am,” the man replied.
“You’ll never drive him to being a sober fellow, nor industrious. Scolding
doesn’t mend broken china. I have a plan in my mind for them which I will
tell you after a while, when the right time comes. He wouldn’t thank me
for it now; but by‐and‐by, if he doesn’t drink himself to death first, he
may think my advice is worth listening to.”
John had a quiet, laconic way which sometimes impressed others besides his
mistress, and she did not venture to oppose him openly, nor even to insist
on hearing what his mysterious plan might be.
It was, altogether, a miserable state of affairs, one of those situations
almost more unbearable than circumstances of affliction, for the cares
were mean, the annoyances and mortifications petty; and the mind, which is
ennobled by great trials, was cramped and lowered by the constant presence
of small troubles which it would fain disregard, but could not. For, after
all, these small troubles were the signs of a great one threatening. It
was plain that Lawrence Gerald, if not stopped, was going to kill himself
with drinking. His frame was too delicately organized to bear the
alternate fierce heats and wretched depressions to which he was subjecting
it, and more than one sharp attack of illness had given warning that he
was exhausting his vitality.
F. Chevreuse came upon him suddenly one day when he was suffering from one
of these attacks. The priest had called at Mrs. Ferrier’s, and, learning
that Lawrence was in his room, too unwell to go out, went up‐stairs to him
somewhat against Annette’s wish.
“I will take the responsibility,” he said laughingly. “The boy wants me to
wake him up; you women are too gentle. You are petting him to death. No,
my lady, I do not want your company. I can find my own way.”
And accordingly Lawrence opened his eyes a few minutes later to see F.
Chevreuse standing by the sofa where he lay in all the misery of a
complete physical and mental prostration.
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