The priest drew a chair close to him, taking no notice of the evident disinclination of the young man to his society. “Now, my boy,” he said, laying a hand on the invalid’s shrinking arm, “are you dosing yourself up to go through the same bad business again? What has come over you? Come! come! Wake up, and be a man. You are too good to throw away in this fashion.” The young man turned his face away with a faint moan of utter discouragement. “I am not worth bothering about. I’ve played my stake in life, and lost, and what is left is good for nothing. Besides, if I tried, I shouldn’t succeed. Why do you trouble yourself about me? I tell you that what there is left of me isn’t worth saving.” He spoke with bitter impatience, and made a gesture as if he would have sent his visitor away. F. Chevreuse was not so easily to be dismissed. “The devil thinks differently,” he remarked, without stirring. “He is fighting hard for you. Rouse yourself, and join with those who are fighting against him! You have an idea that, because you have made mistakes and committed sins, you must lay down your arms. Nonsense! There are all the lives of the saints against you. Some of them never began to try till they found themselves on the brink of destruction. You fancy, too, that because you and your family have had misfortunes, and because you have not been very successful in trying to become a rich man, you must stand humbly aside for cleverer men, and ask no favors. You’re all wrong. God made you, and put you into the world, just as he has the rest of us, and you have a right to the light and air, and to repair your mistakes and repent of your sins, without troubling yourself too much about what people say and think, and to do the best you can in worldly affairs without being humbled or ashamed if you can’t fill your pocket with money quite as readily as some can. Let the money go, but don’t let your manliness go, and don’t throw away your soul. You are talking nonsense when you say that you are worthless. Respect yourself, and compel others to respect you, Lawrence. Nerve yourself, call up your good resolutions, and ask God to help you. Despair is a crime!” The young man put his arm up, and covered his face with it, as though to hide an emotion he was ashamed of; or, perhaps, because the light hurt his eyes. “If I could forget everything, and sleep for a month without waking, I don’t know but I could begin again and try to do better,” he said faintly. “But there is no life in me now for anything.” F. Chevreuse rose immediately. “Rest, then, if that is what you need,” he said kindly. “Rest, and forget everything painful. If any tormenting thought comes, say a little prayer, and tell it to begone. Don’t drink any liquor to quiet your mind. Let Annette get you some gentle sedative. I’ll tell her to keep everybody away from you, and let you lie here six months, if you want to. But when you are better, come to see me.”