The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
He was standing, ready to go, but waited for an answer. There was none. He
spoke more earnestly.
“You know well it is for the best, Lawrence; and I want you to promise to
come to me when you are able to go out, before you go to see any one
else.”
“Well, I will. I promise you.”
But the promise was given, apparently, only to get rid of the subject, and
F. Chevreuse went away feeling that he had accomplished nothing.
Annette went directly to her husband, somewhat timid as to the reception
she might meet with; but if he was displeased at having had a visitor, he
did not seem to hold her responsible. He took the glass containing the
opiate from her hand, and set it down beside him. “After a while,” he
said. “And now I am going to lock every one out of the room, and try to go
to sleep. If I want anything, I will ring.”
She began to make some little arrangements for his comfort, but,
perceiving that they irritated him, desisted, and left him to himself. As
she went along the passage, she heard the lock click behind her. Oddly
enough, this little rudeness gave her a feeling of pleasure, for it showed
that he felt at home there, and claimed a right to all that was hers.
“If only he will sleep!” she thought.
He did not sleep. His first act was to throw away the opiate she had
brought. “Some such dose as they give to teething babies, I suppose,” he
muttered. Then he seated himself on the sofa, and, clasping his hands over
his head, as if to still the bursting pain there, remained buried in
thought. One could see that he was trying to study out some problem in his
mind, but that difficulties presented themselves. More than once his eyes
wandered to a little writing‐desk opposite him, and fixed themselves
there. “It would remove the only obstacle,” he said; “and yet how can I?
That would be going over it all again. Now I am not to blame, but only
unfortunate; but if I do that....”
It was pitiable to see a young face so distorted by pain of mind and body,
and to see also that the pain was stinging him into still more angry
revolt.
He began pacing up and down the room, and, in his doubt and distress,
seized upon one of those strange modes of solving the question in his mind
which, trivial as they are, most persons have at some time in their lives
had recourse to.
“If there is an odd number of squares in the carpet from corner to corner
of the room, I will do it,” he said, and began to count them. The number
was odd. But, apparently, he wished to make assurance doubly sure, for he
next counted the stucco ornaments on the ceiling. “Odd again! Now for the
third trial.” He glanced about in search of the object which was to decide
his fate, and spied a large patriarchal fly that had crawled out of its
winter hiding‐place, and was clumsily trying its wings.
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