The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
“Why, you are not looking well,” he said, only just aware of the fact.
“Are you sick? Did you get worn out taking care of me?”
She waited an instant till the others, who were leaving the room, should
be out of sight, then leaned across the table, careless that her sleeve
swept away the two armies she had just placed, and took her husband’s hand
in hers, and bowed her cheek to it with a sob.
“O Lawrence! Lawrence!” she whispered.
He made a motion to draw his hand away, but let it remain. “My God! what
is the matter with you?” he exclaimed.
She leaned back instantly, and made an effort to control herself. “It must
be that I am not well. Don’t mind me. And now, you will have to place your
own men, and give me the first move.”
He placed the men, and appeared to be thinking pitifully of his wife as he
glanced now and then into her face. “It seems selfish of me not to have
taken better care of you, Annette,” he said.
“Oh! you needed care yourself,” she replied lightly. “Don’t imagine that I
am sick, though. It is nothing. You didn’t marry me to take care of me,
you know, and I am not very exacting.”
She would have caught back the last words, if she could, before it was too
late. They escaped her unawares, and were a remembered, rather than a
present, bitterness.
He blushed faintly. “Whatever I married you for, I have no desire to
exchange you now for any one else,” he said, moving a pawn sideways
instead of forward. “If you were ever so poor, I wouldn’t want a rich girl
in your place. But then, you know, I’m not sentimental. I never was much
so, and it’s all over now. I’m thirty years old, and I feel a hundred. I
can’t remember being young. I can’t remember being twenty years of age. I
wish to God I could!” he burst forth.
His wife made a careful move, and said, “I have a presentiment that I
shall give you check in three moves more. Look out for your queen.”
“My only romance,” he went on, “was about Honora. I thought that I could
do and be anything, if she would only care about me. What a stately,
floating creature she always was! I used to think she looked as if she
could walk on clouds and not fall through. Yes,” he sighed, “that is where
she belongs—among the clouds. I never blamed her for not having me; she
was too good. I never was worthy of such a woman.”
Slowly, while he spoke, the bright blood had deepened in his wife’s face,
and swept over her forehead. Had he been less preoccupied, he would have
seen the slight, haughty movement with which she drew herself up. It was
only when he had waited a moment for her to move that he glanced up and
met her eyes fixed on him with an expression very like indignant scorn.
“By what strange contradiction is it, I wonder,” she said coldly, “that
the woman who does most for a man, and is most merciful and charitable
toward him, is never too good for him, while the one who scorns him, and
will not come a step off her pedestal to save him, is always the ideal
woman in his eyes?”
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