The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 19, April 1874‐September 1874
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
Bitter tears of utter grief and mortification welled up and wet her
eyelashes. “In another world,” she said, “when the faults and mistakes of
this are set right, you may think yourself worthy of the companionship of
Honora Pembroke, and of any union and closeness of affection which that
life may know. And then she may be given to you. And, Lawrence, if she
would and could consent to take you now, I would not refuse to give you
up. At this moment, if, without any wrong, I could see her enter the room,
and hold out her hand to you, and tell you that she was ready to take what
she had refused, and be to you all that you could wish—if it could be
right that it should happen so, I would not utter one word of objection. I
would leave you to her without a moment’s hesitation.”
While she spoke, his hand had played tremblingly with the chessmen before
him. “So you give me up too,” he said in a low voice.
Her proud face softened. She looked at him, and recollected herself and
him, and pity sprang up again and effaced indignation. “I do not give you
up, Lawrence,” she said gently. “I cannot and have no wish to; I only
spoke of what I would do in circumstances which cannot take place. You had
insulted me, without intending to, I know, and it was but natural that I
should retort. You know that I would not leave you, nor give you up on any
provocation. If you should leave me, I should follow you, because I should
feel sure that you would sooner or later need me. We are one. You are
mine; and I always stand by my own.”
He looked at her with an expression at once penetrating and shrinking.
“You would stand by me, Annette, whatever should happen?” he asked.
“Certainly!” she replied, but did not meet his eyes. “There is no
imaginable circumstance which could make me desert you. And now, what of
this game? To your queen!”
He made a motion to save his queen, then pushed the board aside. “I cannot
play,” he said; “I cannot confine my mind to it. Sing me something. It is
long since I have heard you sing.”
He threw himself into a deeply‐cushioned chair, and leaned his head on his
hands while she sang to him—knowing, how well! that a cheerful song would
not cheer him nor a pious song soothe—of
“Waters that flow
With a lullaby sound,
From a spring but a very few
Feet under ground—
From a spring that is not very
Far under ground.”
She was a magical singer, surely; and the still, cold melancholy of her
tones was the very spirit and essence of death; and, like death, it
pierced to the heart. She sang:
“And, oh! let it never
Be foolishly said
That my room it is gloomy,
And narrow my bed.
For man never slept
In a different bed;
And to sleep, you must slumber
In just such a bed.”
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