The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and ScienceVarious
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The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and Science
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
The most profound silence reigned in the chamber where I lay, but I felt
I was surrounded by the tenderest care. At length I vaguely began to
recognize voices around me; first, that of Ottavia, which made me shed
my first tears--tears of emotion, caused by a return to the days of my
childhood. I thought myself there again. I forgot everything that had
happened since. But this partial relief restored lucidness to my mind,
and with it a clear consciousness of the misfortune that had befallen me.
Then I uttered a cry--a cry that alarmed my faithful nurse. But I had the
strength to reassure her at once.
“Let me weep, Ottavia,” said I in a low tone--“I know, … I recollect. Do
not be alarmed; I am better, Ottavia. God be blessed, I can pray!”
I said no more, and closed my eyes. But a little while after I reopened
them, and eagerly raised my head. What did I hear? Mme. de Kergy and
Diana were there. I recognized their voices, and now distinguished their
faces. But whose voice was that which had just struck my ear? Whose sweet
face was that so close to mine? Whose hand was that I felt the pressure
of?
“O my Stella!” I cried, “is it a dream, or are you really here?” …
XLVI.
No, it was not a dream. It was really Stella, who had torn herself from
her retreat, her solitude and her grief, and hastened to me as soon as
she heard of the fresh blow that had befallen me. She had not ceased
to interest herself in all that concerned my new life, and the distant
radiance of my happiness had been the only joy of her wounded heart.
Now this happiness was suddenly destroyed.… I was far away; I was in
trouble; I was alone; the state of affairs, which became more and more
serious, detained my brother in Sicily; but she was free--free, alas!
from every tie, from every duty, and she came to me as fast as the most
rapid travelling could bring her. But when she arrived, I was unable to
recognize her, and, when I now embraced her, she had watched more than a
week at my bedside!
This was the sweetest consolation--the greatest human assistance heaven
could send me, and it was a benefit to both of us. For each it was
beneficial to have the other to think of.
My health now began to improve, and my soul recovered its serenity. I
felt a solemn, profound peace, which could not be taken from me, and
which continually increased; but this did not prevent me from feeling and
saying with sincerity that everything in this world was at an end for me.
Yes, everything was at an end; but I resigned myself to my lot, and when,
after this new affliction, I found myself before the altar where I prayed
that evening with so many gloomy forebodings, I fell prostrate, as,
after some severe combat or long journey, a child falls exhausted on the
threshold of his father’s house, to which he returns never to leave it
again!
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