The Caxtons: A Family Picture — Volume 10Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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The Caxtons: A Family Picture — Volume 10
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century; Families -- Fiction
"I cannot," said Vivian, with some confusion; "I cannot, for this day I
leave London. Some other time perhaps,--for," he added, but not
heartily, "we may meet again."
"I hope so," said I, wringing his hand, "and that is likely, since, in
spite of yourself, I have guessed your secret,--your birth and
parentage."
"How!" cried Vivian, turning pale and gnawing his lip. "What do you
mean? Speak."
"Well, then, are you not the lost, runaway son of Colonel Vivian? Come,
say the truth; let us be confidants."
Vivian threw off a succession of his abrupt sighs; and, then, seating
himself, leaned his face on the table, confused, no doubt, to find
himself discovered.
"You are near the mark," said he, at last, "but do not ask me further
yet. Some day," he cried impetuously, and springing suddenly to his
feet, "some day you shall know all,--yes, some day, if I live, when that
name shall be high in the world; yes, when the world is at my feet!" He
stretched his right hand as if to grasp the space, and his whole face
was lighted with a fierce enthusiasm. The glow died away, and with a
slight return of his scornful smile he said: "Dreams yet; dreams! And
now, look at this paper." And he drew out a memorandum, scrawled over
with figures.
"This, I think, is my pecuniary debt to you; in a few days I shall
discharge it. Give me your address."
"Oh!" said I, pained, "can you speak to me of money, Vivian?"
"It is one of those instincts of honor you cite so often," answered he,
coloring. "Pardon me."
"That is my address," said I, stooping to write, in order to conceal my
wounded feelings. "You will avail yourself of it, I hope, often, and
tell me that you are well and happy."
"When I am happy you shall know."
"You do not require any introduction to Trevanion?"
Vivian hesitated. "No, I think not. If ever I do, I will write for
it."
I took up my hat, and was about to go,--for I was still chilled and
mortified,--when, as if by an irresistible impulse, Vivian came to me
hastily, flung his arms round my neck, and kissed me as a boy kisses his
brother.
"Bear with me!" he cried in a faltering voice; "I did not think to love
any one as you have made me love you, though sadly against the grain.
If you are not my good angel, it is that nature and habit are too strong
for you. Certainly some day we shall meet again. I shall have time, in
the mean while, to see if the world can be indeed 'mine oyster, which I
with sword can open.' I would be aut Caesar aut nullus! Very little
other Latin know I to quote from! If Caesar, men will forgive me all
the means to the end; if nullus, London has a river, and in every street
one may buy a cord!"
"Vivian! Vivian!"
"Now go, my dear friend, while my heart is softened,--go before I shock
you with some return of the native Adam. Go, go!"
And taking me gently by the arm, Francis Vivian drew me from the room,
and re-entering, locked his door.
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