I myself did not make much preparation. Just a new elastic to my hat,
and new laces to my boots. How delightful it is to care for no man! How
it simplifies life! All this bother about Ariadne has choked me off love
for a long while to come. I don't care if it never comes my way at all.
But I am only fourteen, and have not got the place in my head ready for
it yet, anyway. I don't believe that Love is a woman's whole existence
any more than it is a man's. We are like ships, made in water-tight
compartments, so that if something goes wrong with one compartment the
whole concern isn't done for. Until I am old enough to set a whole
compartment aside for Love, I can be easy and watch the others
wallowing. Life is one huge party to me, and the girls who are not out
yet watching it through the bannisters and getting a taste of the ices
now and then.
I don't study dinners at home, we have never given one in Cinque Cento
House. George entertains a good deal at the Club, when he can get Lady
Scilly or some one like that to play hostess and give the signal to rise
for him, a thing, somehow, that no man ever seems capable of doing for
himself.
Mother and Aunt Gerty saw us off for Morpeth, at Whitby station. Aunt
Gerty looked far more excited than just seeing a couple of nieces off
could make her, and I soon saw the reason of it, Mr. Bowser was leaving
by the same train! He went first-class of course, which was annoying for
Aunt Gerty, as that made him be at the other end of the train, too far
off to see how prettily she kissed her nieces good-bye, and bought them
_Funny Bits_ and chocolate creams. We got the creams anyhow. Children
often profit by their elders' foolish fancies.
Mother wouldn't even let us kiss her out of the carriage-window for fear
the train started and we got dragged out, and sure enough we did go on
suddenly, in that slidy, masterful way trains have. I have a particular
affinity to trains. My great-grandfather built an engine and had it
called after him. When he was dying, he was taken in his chair to where
the Great Northern trains pass every day, and drew his last breath as
the Scotch Express rattled by.
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