“Hamish is right,” interrupted Mr. Channing. “When the letter arrived,
I was for a short time overwhelmed. But I begin to see it already in a
less desponding light; and by to-morrow I dare say I shall be cheerful
over it. One blessed thing--children, I say advisedly, a ‘blessed’
thing--the worry will be over.”
Charley lifted his head. “The worry, papa?”
“Ay, my boy. The agitation--the perpetual excitement--the sickening
suspense--the yearning for the end. You cannot understand this, Charley;
you can none of you picture it, as it has been, for me. Could I have
gone abroad, as other men, it would have shaken itself off amidst the
bustle of the world, and have pressed upon me only at odd times and
seasons. But here have I lain; suspense my constant companion. It was
not right, to allow the anxiety so to work upon me: but I could not help
it; I really could not.”
“We shall manage to do without it, papa,” said Arthur.
“Yes; after a bit, we shall manage very well. The worst is, we are
behindhand in our payments; for you know how surely I counted upon this.
It ought to have been mine; it was mine by full right of justice, though
it now seems that the law was against me. It is a great affliction; but
it is one of those which may be borne with an open brow.”
“What do you mean, papa?”
“Afflictions are of two kinds. The one we bring upon ourselves, through
our own misconduct; the other is laid upon us by God for our own
advantage. Yes, my boys, we receive many blessings in disguise. Trouble
of this sort will only serve to draw out your manly energies, to make
you engage vigorously in the business of life, to strengthen your
self-dependence and your trust in God. This calamity of the lost lawsuit
we must all meet bravely. One mercy, at any rate, the news has brought
with it.”
“What is that?” asked Mrs. Channing, lifting her sad face.
“When I have glanced to the possibility of the decision being against
me, I have wondered _how_ I should pay its long and heavy costs; whether
our home must not be broken up to do it, and ourselves turned out upon
the world. But the costs are not to fall upon me; all are to be paid out
of the estate.”
“That’s good news!” ejaculated Hamish, his face radiant, as he nodded
around.
“My darling boys,” resumed Mr. Channing, “you must all work and do your
best. I had thought this money would have made things easier for you;
but it is not to be. Not that I would have a boy of mine cherish for a
moment the sad and vain dream which some do--that of living in idleness.
God has sent us all into the world to work; some with their hands, some
with their heads; all according to their abilities and their station.
You will not be the worse off,” Mr. Channing added with a smile, “for
working a little harder than you once thought would be necessary.”
“Perhaps the money may come to us, after all, by some miracle,”
suggested Charley.
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