London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Of her mother intrinsically she thought very little now, and if her eyes
were fixed on a special achievement it was much more for the sake of that
achievement and to satisfy a latent energy that was in her than because
her heart was wrung by this sufferer. Her heart had not been wrung at
all, though she had quite held it out for the experience. Her purpose
was a pious game, but it was still essentially a game. Among the ideas I
have mentioned she had her idea of triumph. She had caught the
inevitable note, the pitch, on her very first visit to Chester Square.
She had arrived there in intense excitement, and her excitement was left
on her hands in a manner that reminded her of a difficult air she had
once heard sung at the opera when no one applauded the performer. That
flatness had made her sick, and so did this, in another way. A part of
her agitation proceeded from the fact that her aunt Julia had told her,
in the manner of a burst of confidence, something she was not to repeat,
that she was in appearance the very image of the lady in Chester Square.
The motive that prompted this declaration was between aunt Julia and her
conscience; but it was a great emotion to the girl to find her
entertainer so beautiful. She was tall and exquisitely slim; she had
hair more exactly to Rose Tramore’s taste than any other she had ever
seen, even to every detail in the way it was dressed, and a complexion
and a figure of the kind that are always spoken of as “lovely.” Her eyes
were irresistible, and so were her clothes, though the clothes were
perhaps a little more precisely the right thing than the eyes. Her
appearance was marked to her daughter’s sense by the highest distinction;
though it may be mentioned that this had never been the opinion of all
the world. It was a revelation to Rose that she herself might look a
little like that. She knew however that aunt Julia had not seen her
deposed sister-in-law for a long time, and she had a general impression
that Mrs. Tramore was to-day a more complete production—for instance as
regarded her air of youth—than she had ever been. There was no
excitement on her side—that was all her visitor’s; there was no
emotion—that was excluded by the plan, to say nothing of conditions more
primal. Rose had from the first a glimpse of her mother’s plan. It was
to mention nothing and imply nothing, neither to acknowledge, to explain
nor to extenuate. She would leave everything to her child; with her
child she was secure. She only wanted to get back into society; she
would leave even that to her child, whom she treated not as a high-strung
and heroic daughter, a creature of exaltation, of devotion, but as a new,
charming, clever, useful friend, a little younger than herself. Already
on that first day she had talked about dressmakers. Of course, poor
thing, it was to be remembered that in her circumstances there were not
many things she _could_ talk about. “She wants to go out again; that’s
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