"’Don’t you think it would be rather nice if you made up your mind to
dismiss all this foolish nonsense about love, and were to try the
experiment of true friendship? You could say to yourself, "Here is a
girl that I like, who is willing to be friends with me, but nothing
more; I will show her what an unselfish friendship means." If you will
try and do that, I, for my part, will forget all about the past, and be
very nice to you. I shall be very strict, but at the same time
endeavour not to take offence at little things, especially if I see you
are trying to be good. Now what do you say to that?’
"’Say?’ he replied. ’Why, that you are far too good and noble to have
anything to do with me. That if after what you have said I fail to show
you true friendship, I am unworthy to be called a man! But, Vera----’
He stopped, the word had evidently escaped him accidentally.
"’Well,’ I broke in, ’I don’t call that a very good beginning; but after
all, there is no particular reason why friends should not call each
other by their Christian names.’
"’I forgot,’ he stammered, ’I so often think of you by that name that it
slipped out by accident.’
"’Well, never mind, I promised not to be too strict,’ I answered. ’But
you must take care not to forget when we are in public, because you see
people are so bad they cannot understand true friendship; but to show
you that I have forgiven you, I will just for once call you Albert.
It’s rather a nice name, and seems to suit you. I think men, when they
have been a long time away from home, must feel rather lonely if they
never hear their Christian name. I suppose no one now calls you that,
do they?’
"’No,’ he answered, ’and if you will sometimes, I shall be glad to think
that no one else ever would.’
"I put my hand up as if to cover his mouth, saying, ’Hush! you are
already on the verge of transgression. Now, in future, when you are
talking you must watch me very carefully. If I put my hand to my lips
you will know that you have said something which is objected to. If I
am seriously angry, I shall put up both my hands. Now don’t forget!’
"The weeks of early summer passed quickly and pleasantly by. It is true
that my conscience occasionally troubled me, for the agreement which I
had made with Captain Frint did not work out exactly as intended. Our
friendship at times would have been open to misconception had some
unseen observer been present. I will do my companion the justice he
deserves, by saying at once that he seemed to strive against his love;
moreover, his conscience troubled him, I fancy, more than mine disturbed
me, and after each outburst of demonstration he suffered apparently from
a deep fit of remorse, which struck me as rather amusing than otherwise.
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